tears, and Morriganâs heart stumbled. She hadnât seen the boy cry since their fatherâs funeral. Sheâd known Keifer didnât want to leave Dunstruan, but perhaps sheâd misjudged how deep his feelings ran.
He didnât speak to her, just turned and heaved another rock into the lake. A gentle breeze ruffled his curly red hair.
Morrigan wished she could spare Keifer this upheaval. He would learn a hard lesson today, but learn it he must. Ceallach had returned from the war in Ireland to keep his promise to escort Keifer to Moy. âItâs time to leave, Keifer. Ceallach is waiting.â
Another rock splashed into the lake. âIâm not going.â
Morrigan didnât argue, seeking instead words that would comfort while letting him know that he must eventually give in. âI know you donât want to leave, but you must learn to be laird. One day you will take over the clan. You are Daâs only living sonâthe duty is yours.â
âI donât want to be laird. I want to be a soldier, a knight like Ceallach.â This was not a new argument. Ever since their earliest days at Inverlochy, Keifer had made his wishes known. However, King Robert the Bruce had disinherited their Uncle Angus and his sonâ first casting them out of Scottish-held territory and then imprisoning Angus when he came back fighting. The Scottish king made Morrigan head of the Macnab clan until Keifer came of age. But Keifer remained adamant that he wanted to be a knight, not a laird.
Morrigan said, âAdam Mackintosh is a knight, Keifer. âTis an honor to be fostered by the laird of the largest federation of clans in the highlands.â
âBut he doesnât know how to joust or, or . . . he canât teach me to use the claymore.â
Keifer was right about thatâAdam Mackintosh had been gravely wounded years back. Though still an admirable adversary with a broadsword, Adamâs fighting abilities were limited. âAye, thatâs true. But his warlord, Seamus, can teach you to use any weapon. He will teach you the ways of the highlands, and Adam will teach you to be a laird.â
Morrigan put her hand on the boyâs shoulder. âAnd you will be safe at Moy, should Uncle Angus be released from prison.â
With a shrug of his shoulders, Keifer went back to throwing rocks.
Plink. Plop.
Morrigan sat down on the log and looked out over the peaceful loch. Would Keifer tell her what else weighed so heavily on his young shoulders? Was it only the prospect of being sent away or something more?
She said, âYou look like you lost your favorite toy.â
Panicked, he reached into the folds of his plaid and pulled out the leather-bound ball Ceallach had made, looked at it, and carefully put it back. âNo.â He threw another rock, with less force this time, then sat down next to her, resting his chin in his hands. âWhy canât I stay here?â
She wanted to put her arms around him, shelter him, keep him close, just like her mother did with him. But he would not appreciate the gesture. And he could not stay. For his own good, he must go to Moy. She feared Keifer would be a virtual prisoner here. At Moy, he could have a more normal life. âIâve told you. I cannot protect you hereâtoo many men loyal to Uncle Angus remain nearby. Adam and his warlord can train you to be a laird.â
âFergus could train me.â
âMuch as I admire Fergus, Keifer, âtis a fact he grew up as a servant at Homelea. Heâs an able steward but doesnât have the training to lead a clan.â
âCeallach then.â
Morrigan drew upon her patience. âHe is a wonderful soldier and he is learning to be a lairdââ
âBut I want to be a soldier like him.â
âWar has already exacted a heavy price from our family. No more. You need to learn to lead the clan. And I need you to be safe. You could learn much