was tucked against her motherâs skirts or lurking behind curtains to stare at me. As I recall, I once said hello to her, and she turned pale and ran from the room.â
âLittle girls become ladies.â
âWhy have you never spoken to me of this young lady before?â
âWhen you married Lily, she was far too young for you. When Lily died, she was still too young, but it didnât matter, because you sailed from England for three years.â
âI donât recall her name.â
âHer name is Sophie Colette Wilkie. Sophie is spelled quite in the French way, since her father, a clergyman, adores the French, a people few can stomach, and rightfully so, but so he does, particularly the classical French, particularly the playwright Molière. Sophie even has a French second nameâColette.â
He had no memory whatsoever of the little girlâs name. Sophie Coletteâit was enough to curdle his innards. Julian had come home to find peace. And instead, his mama wanted to present him with a bride named Sophie Colette? He said, âI like Molière as well.â
âYes, he is classical enough, I fancy, but I mean, who cares? Now, I have informed Sophieâs father that I shall present Sophie in London at the Buxted ball Wednesday evening, exactly two weeks from today. You will be there, naturally. I understand dear Sophie will be chaperoned by her aunt, Roxanne Radcliffe, who is one of Baron Rocheâs daughters, and they will stay in the Radcliffe town house on Lemington Square. Since Roxanne was Bethanneâs sister, she must be well advanced in her years. Bethanne always told me Roxanne preferred the country, and so I simply must travel to London to assist her in bringing out my dear Sophie.â She paused, raised her dark eyes to his face, the look that always pierced him to his gullet, and had, obviously, pierced his fatherâs gullet as well, ancient though his gullet was at the time.
He tried once more. âIf you tell me Sophie Wilkie is fresh out of the schoolroom, I will board one of my ships and sail to Macao.â
âI donât know where this Macao place is, but it sounds nasty and foreign. Oh, no, dearest. Since her mama died two years ago, followed quickly by her grandmother, Sophie has worn black gloves forever, poor child. She is well into her twentieth year, not a child at all, indeed, very nearly a spinster.â
Twelve years between them, an acceptable age difference by societyâs norms, but too many years for him. Sheâd been naught but a little girl when the Duke of Wellington finally vanquished Napoléon at Waterloo. She would have no memory of what was happening in the world during his first twelve years. Julian realized he might as well batter his head against the huge stone fireplace in the great hall of Ravenscar. No hope for it. He folded his tent. âWhen would you like to leave?â
His fond mama wasnât a fool. She never rubbed her fist in a face when victorious unless it was that of her stepdaughter-in-law, Lorelei. She gave him a sweet smile as she rose to kiss his cheek and pat his shoulder. âDid I tell you she is a beauty? Her hair is dark brown, her eyes a light blue like a summer sky. She is no small mincing miss. Indeed, I find my eyes must travel upward a goodly distance to meet hers.â She patted him again. âYou are a remarkably fine son, dearest.â
âDo you think, Mama, that I might have a week at home to see to estate matters?â
She patted his face. âWith your exquisite brain, I believe four or five days will do the trick nicely.â
He wasnât stupid. He had four days.
Julian hadnât been home in three years. Why hadnât he waited three more months, until, say, August? The wretched Season would be over. But he hadnât. He would go to London, he would meet Sophie Coletteâspelled in the French wayâand he would pat her head and leave