couldnât summon any enthusiasm for the task. It would have to wait until morning. Right now she needed a moment to soak up the peace and quiet of the fading day. She turned her back on the barn and the paperwork waiting on her desk, braced her arms across the top of the white board fence and parked her boot on the bottom rail as she savored the way the setting sun turned the sky sherbet colors as it disappeared behind the tall pines. The sweet aromas of honeysuckle and gardenias permeated the humid air. There was a stillness in the ring just beforedusk, a tranquillity that centered the universe on the rider and her mount. Megan missed riding like an amputee would miss a newly severed limb, and not being able to pit herself and her horse against time and obstacles left her empty and adrift. Sheâd been a rider since her father had bought her first pony for her fourth birthday. The show ring had been the one place sheâd excelled, the only place sheâd always fit in, and her last link to her father whoâd been a great competitor. But she wouldnât risk hurting her babyânot even for a short ride. âThis is your favorite time of day. Why arenât you riding?â Xavier. She startled at the sound of his deep, slightly accented voice, and her boot slipped on the rail, nearly dumping her on her bottom. She quickly regained her balance and spun to face him. Joy, hope and apprehension swirled like a dust devil inside her. Heâd come. Finally. The urge to throw herself in his arms bunched inside her like a compacted spring. But she couldnât. Not until she knew his intentions. The evening breeze tossed his dark hair. His observant green eyes pinned her in place. The shadow of stubble cloaking his jaw, combined with a white silk long-sleeve shirt and black jeans gave him the look of a modern-day pirate. A pirate who had stolen her heart and tossed it overboard like flotsam, she reminded herself. âWhat are you doing here?â âI have come to take you home.â His autocratic bearing and commanding tone were so familiar, so dear. She loved his confidence, his swagger. And those were the words sheâd been waiting to hear. But⦠âYouâve canceled your wedding?â His brow creased. âNo.â Her balloon of hope deflated. âAre you going to?â âI cannot.â Sheâd thought her heart couldnât break any more. Wrong. A fresh stab of pain gouged her. âThen we have nothing more to discuss, Xavier. Youâre committed to another woman. Youâve wasted a trip. Climb back in your jet and have a nice flight home. Iâll arrange for someone to pack up the rest of my things and get them out of your cottage.â âIf you want your belongings come for them yourself.â How like him to be stubborn. âI canât. I have a job here now.â âTeaching riding lessons,â he scoffed as if her occupation was no more prestigious than shoveling manure from stalls. âI like mentoring others.â Or she would once she got the hang of it. âYou like teaching. But you love riding. Your possessions will be waiting for you when you return. I will not allow anyone else to enter your home.â âYour home. Your nameâs on the deed.â âThat can easily be changed.â âWhat happens when you marry, Xavier? Do you think your wife will like having your ex-mistress nearby? Or were you expecting us to carry on as lovers after the ceremony?â âUnlike my mother, I will honor my vows. You may keep the cottage. We are adults. Cecille need not know of our past.â âEveryone knows about us. We were inseparable for months. Ship my stuff here or give it away. I donât care. Iâm not coming to get it.â Good thing sheâd brought the most important items with her when sheâd packed in such a rush to get out before heâd returned from work that