Enderby could stand in his office and contemplate the view. He had no duty awaiting him.
Nothing was left undone.
Martinez wondered if a man as successful as Enderby had any real regrets at the end of his life. Even granted that he was from a clan of the highest caste, heâd done well. Though his position had carried him through several promotions, no one was guaranteed the rank of Fleet Commander. He was wealthy, he had added to the honor of his house, his children were all established in life and doing well. True, the wife was a problem, but the investigators had gone out of their way to make it clear that her peculations were no stain on the Fleet Commander.
Perhaps he loved her, Martinez thought. Marriages among the Peers were usually arranged by the family, but sometimes love happened. Perhaps, in a situation such as the commanderâs, it was the love one regretted, not the marriage.
But this wasnât the time to speculate on the Fleet Commanderâs private life. Martinez knew this was the time for him to use his cunning, to use all the charm heâd intended to use on Warrant Officer Taen.
Now or never, he thought, and steeled himself.
âMy lord?â he said.
Enderby gave a start of surprise, then turned to him. âYes, Martinez?â
âYou just said something. But I didnât catch what it was.â
Martinez didnât know how to begin this conversation, so he hoped to somehow come to a kind of mutual understanding that Enderby himself had begun it.
âDid I speak?â Enderby was surprised. He shook his head. âIt probably wasnât important.â
Martinezâs mind flailed as he tried to keep the conversation going. âThe service is about to go through a difficult period,â he said.
Enderby nodded. âPossibly. But weâve had sufficient time to prepare.â
âIn the time to come, weâll need leaders such as you.â
Enderby gave a dismissive twitch of his lips. âIâm not unique.â
âI beg to differ, lord,â Martinez said. He took a step closer to the commander. âIâve had the honor to work intimately with you these last months, and I hope youâll not take it amiss if I say that in my opinion your gifts are of a rare order.â
Enderbyâs lips gave that twitch again, and he raised an eyebrow. âYou havenât worked with any other Fleet Commanders, have you?â
âBut Iâve worked with a lot of men, my lord. And a great many Peers. Andââ Martinez knew he was deep in the morass now. He could feel the slime rising to his armpits. He took a gulp of air, not daring to stop. ââand Iâve seen how limited most of them are. And how your own horizons are so much broader, my lord, so much more valuable to the service and toââ
Martinez froze as Enderby fixed him with a glare. âLord Lieutenant,â he said, âwill you please bring yourself to the point?â
âThe point, Lord Commanderââ Martinez said. ââthe point isââ He reached into his shoes for his courage and dragged it quailing into the light. âThe point is, I was hoping to convince you to reconsider the matter of your retirement.â
He hoped for a softening of Enderbyâs glance, a sudden shock of concern. Perhaps a fatherly hand placed on his shoulder, a hesitant question: Does it really mean so much to you?
Instead, Enderbyâs face stiffened and the older man seemed to inflate, his iron spine growing somehow more rigid, his chest rising. His lower jaw pushed out as he spoke, revealing an even white row of lower teeth.
âHow dare you presume to question my judgment?â he demanded.
Martinez felt nails bite into his palms. âLord Commander,â he said, âI question the necessity of removing a superb leader at such a critical timeââ
âDonât you realize that I mean nothing! â Enderby