Thirty-one? Thirty-two? Had to be thirty-two. Sheâd been two years younger than him and he was thirty-four.
Logic told Jake that a thirty-two-year-old Italian girl would be long married by now, with a brood of bambinos around her skirts.
At the same time he reasoned that even if she was married, sheâd probably still be living at the winery, with her husband working in the family business. That was the way of Italians. No, she was sure to be there, somewhere.
The desire to see Angelina again increased. Was itjust curiosity, or the need to say he was sorry for what heâd done? Sheâd been terribly upset at the time.
But what would an apology achieve after all these years? What would be the point?
No point at all, Jake decided with a return to his usual pragmatism. Best he just have his lunch and leave. Maybe heâd catch a glimpse of Angelina. And maybe he wouldnât.
Who knew? He probably wouldnât recognise her. It was sixteen years ago after all.
CHAPTER TWO
âY OU can look for your father when you turn sixteen,â Angelina promised.
âBut thatâs not till November!â her son protested. âWhy do I have to wait that long? Itâs not as though Grandpaâs around any more to get upset. I meanâ¦Oh, gosh, I know that sounded bad. Look, I miss Grandpa as much as you do, Mum. But this is important to me. I want to meet my dad. See what he looks like. Talk to him.â
âHas it occurred to you that he might not want to meet you? He doesnât even know you exist!â
âYeah, I know that, but thatâs not his fault, is it? No one ever told him. Heâs got a right to know he has a son.â
Angelina sighed into the phone. She still could not come to terms with Alexâs sudden obsession with finding his biological father. Every time she rang her son at school, and vice versa, it was his main topic of conversation.
Of course, when his grandfather had been alive, the subject of Jake Winters had been forbidden. In Antonio Mastroianniâs eyes, the tattooed lout whoâd seduced and impregnated his daughter was nothing better than a disgusting animal, not worthy of discussion. Alexâs birth certificate said âfather unknownâ.
When Alex had been old enough to ask questions, his grandfather had told him that his father had been bad , and that he was lucky not to have anything to do with him. He, Antonio Mastroianni, would be his father as well as his grandfather. In return, Alex would carry the Mastroianni name and inherit the family estate.
To give her father credit, he had heaped a great deal of love and attention on Alex. The boy had adored his grandpa in return and, in accordance with his grandfatherâs wishes, Alexâs father was never mentioned.
But within weeks of his grandfatherâs tragic death late last year, Alex had started asking his mother questions about his real father, wheedling Jakeâs name out of her, then every other detail about him that she could remember, before finally demanding that they try to find him.
Just the thought of coming face to face with Jake again after all these years had put Angelina into a panic, which was why sheâd initially come up with the âwait-till-youâre-sixteenâ idea. But since then, sheâd thought about the situation more calmly and stuck to her guns.
Because heaven only knew what Jake, the grown man, would be like. The last sheâd heard heâd been going to be charged with carnal knowledge and would probably go to jail, something which hadgiven her nightmares at the time. Till another nightmare had consumed her thoughts, and her life.
At worst, Jake might now be a hardened criminal. At best, Angelina still doubted heâd be the kind of man sheâd want her son to spend too much time around. She didnât agree with her father that Jake had been born bad. But maturityâand motherhoodâmade her see Jake in a different