But I didnât want to turn thirty before my time.
âYou canât get identities served to order,â Mr. Oliver said.
âDo your best.â
âHow can I reach you?â
âIâll reach you. Oh, and if you wouldnât mind, Iâm going to need some cash too. A couple grand should do it.â
âYouâre not going to become a problem now, are you, Ms. Pitts?â
He used my name like a weapon, knowing it would feel like a stab in the gut.
âMake it five grand,â I said.
I knew I could get more, but I had gone years without asking Mr. Oliver for a dime, and I found a point of pride in that.
âWhere are you?â he said.
âIâll be in touch.â
âWait,â he said. âHow have you been?â
I could have sworn the question was sincere, like it mattered to him. But I knew otherwise.
âGood-bye, Mr. Oliver.â
Chapter 2
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T HE next day I took 81 South to I-35 South, bisecting Oklahoma. I stopped in a town called Norman just after three thirty and checked into the Swan Lake Inn. I didnât see a single swan or lake during my two-night stay. I gave Mr. Oliver exactly forty-eight hours before I made my second call.
âDo you have it?â I said.
âYes, I have what you requested,â he said.
âI donât want to wait. Tell me now. What is my name?â
âAmelia Keen.â
âAm-me-li-a Ke-en.â I sounded it out slowly. Then I said it again, trying to decide whether it suited me. I thought it did. âThatâs a good name.â
âIâm so happy youâre pleased,â Mr. Oliver said in the tone of an automaton.
âWho was she?â
âJust a girl who died a year ago in a house fire. No one is collecting death benefits. She wasnât married and didnât have any children. She was twenty-seven when she passed, which makes you twenty-eight now.â
âYou got the age right. Form of ID?â
âSocial security and a passport without a photo. Do you have an address for me?â
âOvernight the documents care of Jane Green to the Swan Lake Inn on Clyde Avenue in Norman, Oklahoma. Then wire five grand to Amelia Keen at the Western Union office on Clyde Avenue. Iâm going to ditch my phone after this call, so everything better be in order.â
âYouâMs. Keen,â he said. âI suppose you should start getting used to it.â
âI suppose so.â
âMs. Keen, be careful out there. If you get caught, youâre on your own.â
âWasnât I always?â
âYouâll have what you need tomorrow. I donât expect weâll need to speak again.â
âI have one more favor I need to ask of you.â
âWhat?â
âDonât try to kill me.â
A MELIA K EEN . Amelia Keen. It was a name you could make something of. Maybe Amelia Keen had some ambition. Maybe she would go to college, learn another language. Amelia Keen could become a teacher, a businesswoman. Maybe she could fly airplanes, maybe become a doctor. Well, that was probably a stretch. But Amelia Keen could be educated. She could take up tennis or skiing; she could mingle with folks who did more than play pool at a bar every Saturday night. She could marry a man for more than his pretty last name.
I walked down to the lobby of the Swan Lake Inn. I almost wanted to meet the misguided soul whoâd named it, just to ask if he or probably she had bigger plans that had fallen through the cracks. It tried harder than the last fleabag motel, which made it somehow seem even more forsaken.
I spoke to the desk clerk. She couldnât have been older than nineteen. This didnât look like a stop along the wayâshe was doing hard time at Swan Lake. You could tell from the way she clamped her mouth tight over her teeth that whatever dose of ambition she was dealt as a child sheâd already squandered on booze and meth. She had