bookstoreâit said so right on the door. And, in all probability, the customers and staff were LGBT. So what was my problem? Maybe I was too old.
I pushed the door and entered, dropping my shoulders, relaxing my jaw, trying to look and act as if Iâd been in the store hundreds of times.
âCheck your bag, please.â
At least that felt familiar.
I handed over my sturdy canvas tote, worn and smudged by city soot. The clerk handled it a little gingerly. Maybe I should look for a new tote bag in the store I thought.
Standing by New Releases, I could see a section labeled Lesbian Erotica. There was a woman standing in front of the rack, reading. I took up a position at the Humor section directly across the aisle and studied her while pretending to look at a book on the history of lesbian hairstyles. She was wearing a black leather jacket and button-fly jeans. Her bright red hair was shaved close to her head. There was a small silver hoop through her left eyebrow, and two large rings on her right hand. She was reading Fisting with Finesse.
She looked up and over at me. âDid you squeak?â
âI didnât say anything.â
âNot speak, squeak.â Her voice seemed very loud. âI heard a squeak.â
âMust have been the floor.â I twisted the soles of my Easy Spirit pumps back and forth on the wooden boards. âExcuse me,â I said, moving over to Mystery.
There I found another woman in a leather jacket, looking down at a small open notebook in her left hand. She was a bit shorter and much thinner than me, and her dark hair was boyishly cut. A man in the Travel section seemed to be watching her. He took a few steps toward her, squinted, then turned away.
I pulled a book off the rack and began reading the description on the back cover.
âThat oneâs good, but her most recent oneâs even better,â the woman said.
âI like to read mystery series in order,â I told her. âDo you know what the first book in this series is?â
âI donât remember, but I can check it for you. I just have to go into a different file. This is the list of books I want to read. I have another list of books Iâve read. AndI also have a list of mystery series in chronological order. My nameâs Ellen.â
âB.D..â
While Ellen was opening the file, I looked at her some more. I liked what I saw. She was obviously well organized, and we both liked to read mysteries. I wondered if it was too soon to suggest having a cup of coffee. Iâd noticed several tables and a pastry case in front near the display window.
âI have to hand it to Sue Grafton,â Ellen said. âYou can figure out the order of her series by the titles alone.â She meant the author whose titles create a crime-themed primer: A is for Alibi, B is for Burglar, C is for Corpse, and so on.
âThe covers of the Brother Cadfael series usually give a number,â I said.
âIâve never read any of those,â Ellen said. âWhoâs the author?â
âEllis Peters. The detective is a medieval monk.â
âIâm not religious.â
âNeither am I, but sometimes I think I was a nun in a former life,â I said.
Just then a woman came up behind Ellen and put her arms around Ellenâs waistâand an end to my idea of coffee.
âHoney, you canât buy any more books until you get rid of some of the ones you already have. Itâs in our contract.â
âJust one, please?â
The new arrival turned to me. âI canât say no to my honey.â She held out her hand. âIâm Annalise.â
âB.D. I donât suppose you could recommend a couple of books forâa friend of mine whoâs new to all this?â
âFor a baby dyke?â Annalise asked.
I felt the unmistakable heat of a blush.
âYouâre embarrassing B.D.,â Ellen said.
âWhy? You know Iâm a
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