alcohol settled in and her inhibitions diminished, she was honest: If Elliott doesnât mess it up, Iâm gonna give him some tonight.
She put the caveat of âifâ in there, but she was pretty sure she would. He had the presence of someone in control, even in a crowd of people who looked at him and wondered why he was not at home. It was a powerful presence in a sense, one that put a woman at ease and drew her into him.
âI appreciate you letting me spend some of your birthday with you,â Elliott said into Tamaraâs ear.
âIâm having a good time,â she said. âThank you for all this. My friends are eating this up.â
Just then, a young man came and stood over Tamara. She could feel his presence. When she turned and looked up at him, she screamed in delight. It was a friend she dated right before graduating college. Their careers took them in separate cities and they had not seen each other in the four years after graduation.
Tamara hurried to her feet and she and Jacobi hugged a long time. Elliott reached for the champagne and refilled her glass as the old friends caught up, laughed and even took photos. They are a good-looking couple, Elliott thought. Heâs more like someone she should be with, he admitted.
They talked for up to fifteen minutes. She introduced him to her girlfriends and they shared a birthday toast. Elliott sat there, unfazed. He would not try to compete with a younger man for Tamaraâs attention. He would not infringe on her fun. And he did not consider it an insult that she did not introduce him. Actually, he was relieved that she did not. It would only lead to inevitable questions that would put her and him in an awkward situation:
Whoâs that?
Is that your father?
Whatâs that old guy doing with you?
Neither of them wanted to hear that. Finally, Jacobi and hisfriends left and explored the spot and Tamara rejoined Elliott on the couch.
âWhew,â she said. âThat was a friend from college I havenât seen in a long time.â
âItâs always good to catch up with old classmates,â Elliott said. âYou should have offered him some champagne.â
Tamara was not sure how Elliott would react to that scene, but his calm gave her reassurances about him and what she wanted to happen with him that night, when all the music stopped and the people went home.
âCan I ask you something?â She again slid up close to him.
âOnly if you can accept the answer,â Elliott responded.
âI like that when I ask you something Iâm not sure what your answer will be,â Tamara said.
Elliott smiled, and when he did that he looked exponentially younger. âGo.â
âWhat does it feel like to be in this place with people so much younger?â
âIt feels liberating, to be honest,â Elliott said. âThereâs an energy around young people that I need. Iâm where I want to be, where I need to be. I have an energy and appreciation for life that make me want to be places where people are living. I read somewhere that every day is a celebration of life, and thatâs how I live it. I donât have to be in a club or out every night. But I do have to do things that celebrate being alive because life is a gift.â
Tamara put her hand on his leg, which alarmed Elliott for a second because it was the side he soiled with urine. He gathered himself quickly.
âThatâs a good answer, Mr. Elliott,â she said.
âOh, Iâm âMr.â now?â he asked.
âYes,â she said. âWhen I call you âMr. Elliott,â itâs a sign that I see you as an authority figure, and authority figures are very attractive to me. I never told you that you remind me of one of my old high school teachers, Mr. Nutt. What a name, right? But he was dignified and handsome and I wanted to throw myself at him.â
She sipped some more champagne.
Carnival of Death (v5.0) (mobi)
Saxon Andrew, Derek Chiodo, Frank MacDonald