art teacher. I canât decide if itâs too kitschy, you know?â
âNice card,â asserted Paul. His eyes were drawn to the sad woman in the rocker, who had struck up a conversation with the young family.
âSee you around,â Thaddeus said reluctantly.
âYes, see you!â Paul aimed for a low-key geniality.
He heard a long sigh run through the guyâs diaphragm. Well, other peopleâs fantasies werenât his responsibility. Thatâs what his outrageous diva friend Marco had advised. Paul reminded himself he was a stranger in this little town and heâd be passing through in six weeks.
Last fall, heâd been perplexed, yet thrilled, by an out-of-the-blue invitation to the prestigious Chester Composersâ Festival in Southern Vermont. The artistic director admired three of his CDs. Simple as that. Paulâs life was not simple, had never been simple, so he actually thought they were phoning the wrong Paul Timmins.
Born in New York, raised across the Hudson in urban New Jersey, he took the unlikely major of music at a nearby state college and thenâwhat was even more improbableâhe won a full graduate fellowship to Northwestern. Since then, heâd belonged to the plains and the prairies. The Chester Festival Residency was his first extended visit to the East Coast in 20 years.
Long ago, his father, a devoted, but practical man, asked, âThey pay you a wage to write music? Music without words?â Mr Timmins was proud of his college-educated children who would not follow him into the ranks of night cleaners. He hadnât asked such questions of Paulâs sister, the lawyer, or their accountant brother.
âAbsolutely, Dad,â he said with the unsure sure-ness of youth. âTheyâll be performing my work at Carnegie Hall in no time.â
The small, fit man shrugged and smiled, âOK, Iâll by a fancy new tie to wear on opening night.â
Opening night! Maybe he thought Paul would write Broadway musicals. But who was he to tell his Manhattan bred father that West 57th Street was a world apart from the theatre district?
As yet, Dad hadnât had the occasion for a fancy tie because Paulâs muse drew him to ânew musicâ played in alternative venues, especially on the West Coast. And he was grateful to find a jobâeven if it took him to South Dakota and a small, formerly Lutheran school which prided itself on intense student-teacher collaboration and lots of âcommunity buildingâ via campus social events. The dean who hired him for his classy degree expected Paul to write music in his âspare time.â
When he left Clarksdale this year at the end of finalsâ week, the snow was still four inches thick in his back yard. Arriving in his pretty colonial town, he found the air was crisp, the lilac and crab apple were budding.
He should have called Muriel to say good-bye. He still valued her friendship. She and Marco were the only people he could hang with in Clarksdale. Odd that they were both nurses at County Hospital. How could Muriel be so content in South Dakota? Clearly, they werenât meant to be partners.
Now an elderly man hobbled inâtall, gaunt, hawk nosed, the sort of guy whoâd be called Zeke or Booth or Nathaniel on a TV docudrama about New England history.
âYouâre the fellow!â He actually shook his brass-tipped cane.
Paul didnât know whether to cower or grin.
âMy mother taught piano in this village for forty years. I still go to sleep hearing the scales.â He was leaning heavily on the cane now. âShe would have hated your concert, would have had run you out of town by Uncle Clement, the magistrate, for musical obscenity!â
Paulâs blue eyes widened. People in South Dakota didnât have such strong feelings about music. Perhaps Lutherans were just too nice to criticise.
The other studio visitors fell silent.
The woman in