of her nose. There was some strange determination in her eyes, and David suddenly felt weakened in the presence of her. It wasnât the first time she had made him feel this way.
David took a breath and caressed the side of her face with his knuckles. âGo back in the car, Little Spoon,â he told her.
âBut I gotta go to the bathroom, remember?â
No, he hadnât remembered. His brain felt like a rusted hamster wheel clacking around in his skull. He glanced around until he saw a brick outhouse with the word WOMEN on one door, MEN on the other.
âOkay,â he said, and went back around to the driverâs side of the Oldsmobile. He tossed the granola bars and the Coke on the seat, then pulled the key from the ignition. The Oldsmobile shuddered and died. Abruptly, he wondered what he would do if the car wouldnât start again. Steal another car? Would he even know how to do it? People in movies always seemed to know how to hot-wire a carâit was like tying your shoes, apparentlyâbut he had no clue.
He placed a hand against the small of Ellieâs back and ushered her forward. âGo on,â he told her. âBe quick. And donât talk to anyone. Iâll wait right out here for you.â
He thought he heard her sob, so he stopped her, crouched down, and looked her in the eyes. They were glassy, but she still wasnât crying. She didnât even look all that frightened. In fact, it looked like she was studying him. Scrutinizing him.
âDonât cry, hon,â he told her anyway. It sounded like the right thing to say, and it was certainly important. âOkay?â
âI donât understand this,â she told him.
âLittle Spoon,â he said, squeezing her shoulder more tightly. He didnât want attention drawn to them, and an eight-year-old girl becoming upset in the parking lot of a rest stop at this hour would surely do the trick.
âIâm worried about Mom,â she said. âWhen can I see her?â
âHon,â he said . . . and he wanted to hug her, but the last thing he wanted to do was make a scene, even if it was only in front of the masked teenagers smoking by the trash can. He could risk doing nothing that would cause someone to remember them at a later date. Of course, Ellie didnât know the truth of it, so he couldnât expect her to act accordingly.
That will have to change very soon, he thought. If weâre going to survive this, sheâll need to know the score. If not the whole truth, sheâll need to know something very close to it.
Now wasnât the time, however.
In the end, Ellie turned away from him, his hand dropping from her shoulder. She wended around the group of teenagers with her head down and vanished into the womenâs restroom.
Iâll tell her later, he promised himself, while simultaneously wondering if there would be a later.
When he found himself gnawing at his lower lip, he realized that he craved a cigarette. Heâd smoked his last one . . . how many hours ago? It had still been daylight. There was a full carton of Marlboros on the top shelf of his bedroom closet, but they could have been on the moon for all their accessibility now. He glanced around, spotted a vending machine beyond the brick outhouse, but saw only columns of potato chips, chocolate bars, pretzels, and the like. Vaguely, he wondered if they still sold cigarettes in vending machines anymore.
In the quiet, his mind slipped back to earlier that evening and to the inexplicable thing that had happened in the car as they left their hometown in Maryland. He had been a rattled mess, his heart slamming in his chest, his mind spinning uncontrollably. . . until Ellie had reached over to him, her hand cool against his burning flesh . . .
He shook the notion from his mind. It was impossible.
After another minute passed and Ellie didnât come out of the restroom, David began to panic. His arms still