doesnât sound like you. I mean, the fancy clothes, and the tiered cake and the sit-Âdown dinnerâÂis that really your kind of thing? I thought if you got married again you two would do something like, you know . . .â
âFly to Las Vegas?â
âNo, not that. But something smaller. Something . . . I donât know, intimate. And, and not casual, maybe. But not fancy, either.â
âIâm not sure you can call this wedding âfancy.â â
âWell, by Butternut standards it is.â
âMaybe,â Jack allowed. âBut thatâs not saying much. Besides, itâs not like weâre breaking the bank here. Youâd be amazed how much less a reception costs when youâre not serving alcohol.â
âI donât mean the money, though, Dad. I mean . . . what do you want?â
âI want to be married to your mother.â
âNo, what kind of wedding do you want?â
âOh, thatâs easy,â he said. âI want whatever kind of wedding your mom wants.â
âSo this is about Mom being happy?â
âWell, yes, to a point. But itâs about more than that, too. Itâs about rewriting history. Which is something you donât get to do very often in life.â
âWhat do you mean?â she asked, turning toward him.
He hesitated. âWhen your mom and I got married the first time, it wasnât exactly her dream wedding. Her parents hated me, for one thing, so there was no happy family to celebrate with us. And we were broke, for another. Neither of us had any savings yet, and her parents didnât want to spend any of their money because . . . well, as I said, they hated me. So we put something together. Your mom bought a dress on sale, and her familyâs minister married us in a small serÂvice at Lutheran Redeemer. At the last minute, your great-Âgrandmother relented, a little, and made some iced tea and finger sandwiches for guests to have in the church basement after the ceremony.â (Jack didnât mention here that in a twist of fate this was the same church basement where he now attended his AA meetings.)
âAnyway,â he continued, âis it so surprising that your mom wanted something different this time around? Something that felt more . . . special, I guess. More permanent.â
His mind caught on that word now. Permanent . The marriage that had followed that wedding, of course, had been anything but. And if Caroline wanted something else this time around, how could he blame her? Because while he might not feel that strongly about the details of the wedding, he felt very strongly about the marriage that came after it. âPermanentâ was what he had in mind now. And while the whole âtill death do us partâ thing had always seemed unnecessarily morbid to him, it didnât seem that way anymore.
âArenât you forgetting something, Dad?â
âWhat?â he asked, slowing down on the highway to let another car pass them. He always drove conservatively when Daisy was in the pickup with him.
âArenât you leaving something out of the whole first wedding story? You know, the part about Mom already being pregnant with me?â
The truck swerved so slightly it was barely noticeable. âI . . . didnât think you knew about that.â
âWell, I do,â she said, looking amused.
âYour mom doesnât think you know, either.â
âDonât worry,â Daisy said. âI wonât tell her.â
âWhen did you, umm . . .â
âAs soon as I was old enough to count,â Daisy said, archly. âNo, not really. When I was about twelve, I think, I was helping Mom organize some papers and I came across your marriage certificate. I realized it was dated six months before I was born. But sheâd never told me, so I figured she didnât want me to
Prefers to remain anonymous, Sue Walker