home.â
âIâm home, Dad,â Daisy agreed. âAnd I missed you so much.â She sounded like herself, the self that Jack thought was just about perfect, but when he set her down and took a closer look at her, she didnât look like herself. Not entirely. She looked thinner, and her blue eyes were shadowed with fatigue, her pale skin almost translucent.
âDaisy, whatâs wrong?â he asked.
âNothingâs wrong,â she assured him, as the bus driver opened the baggage compartment and Jack took her suitcase out. They thanked the driver then, and Jack carried her suitcase over to his pickup and sat it down in the flatbed.
âDad, Iâm fine,â Daisy said, as they both climbed into the truck. âReally,â she insisted, seeing the worried expression on his face. âItâs just . . .â
âItâs just what?â he asked, turning on the ignition so the heat would be on in the truck, but making no move to drive away.
âI donât know, itâs just . . . everything,â she said, with a helpless shrug.
Jack said nothing, but he knew what Daisy meant by âeverything.â She meant Will Hughes. Will was Daisyâs boyfriend. Her first serious boyfriend. Theyâd gone to high school together, though theyâd been in different worlds there. Daisy, the straight A student and gifted athlete, and Will, the perennial bad boy, irresistible to girls, but, alas, not to the administrators and teachers at their school. Last summer, though, to everyoneâs surprise, Daisyâs and Willâs worlds had intersectedâÂor, in Carolineâs mind, collidedâÂand the two of them had been inseparable. When Will had told Daisy at the end of the summer that he was joining the army, sheâd been almost inconsolable. And Will, it turned out, hadnât been much better, though there hadnât been any tears on his part, just a stoic misery that Jack had recognized immediately. It was that same misery that had kept him company on those late nights, and those early mornings, after heâd given up drinking, but before he knew if he would ever get his wife and daughter back again.
âHey,â Jack said gently, watching the bus drive away. âI know what itâs like to miss someone.â
Daisy nodded, and, as she snuggled deeper into her down jacket, she suddenly looked much younger than her twenty-Âone years. âDid it ever get better?â she asked.
Jack sighed, considered lying, then changed his mind. âNo, not until I was with you and your mother again,â he said. And, for a moment, he almost told her about the surprise they were planning for her. But it wasnât definite yet, and to get her hopes up now only to dash them later seemed especially cruel. So he pulled on his seat belt and shifted the truck into drive, then glanced over at Daisy, and said, âWe better get going. Your momâs expecting us for lunch at Pearlâs, and I promised Jessica youâd have a hot chocolate with her afterward.â
âThat sounds good,â Daisy said, as Jack pulled out onto the highway. And then, âHowâs Mom?â
âMomâs good,â he said. âExcited to see you, of course.â
âAnd busy with the wedding plans?â Daisy asked, looking out the window at the snowy landscape sliding by. And there was something about the way she said this, and looked away from him as she said it, that gave Jack pause.
âSheâs very excited about the wedding,â he said carefully. âBut Iâm getting the impression youâre not.â
âOh, no, I am excited,â Daisy said emphatically, turning to him. âIâm thrilled you two are getting remarried, Dad. I donât have any reservations about that. But this wedding Momâs planned, I have to say, honestly, it doesnât sound like her at all. And it definitely
Stephen King, Stewart O'Nan