home,â I wailed.
He studied me for a long moment. I was afraid he would order the other man to ï¬ing me into the river.
âDo you know who we are?â
âLet me go!â
âDonât be afraid,â he told me. âWe are your friends.â
They were not. They stole sheep and killed people. That was what everyone said. We were to report when we saw them.
âIf you tell the soldiers about us they will come and kill us,â he said, âand you will not have friends in the forest anymore. You wouldnât like that, would you?â
There were more of them in the forest. I could not see them but I could smell them, and I heard them breathe.
âBwana Ruin is a liar,â he told me. âAll farmers are liars.â
It was something I had not thought about. I had been taught to believe that grownups didnât lie.
âI want to send you,â the man told me.
Then, taking an envelope from his pocket, he said, âTake this to Hari. And donât show it to anyone else.â
He folded it neatly and slipped it in the breast pocket of my shirt. He buttoned up the pocket himself, saying, âIf you show it to anyone else I will know.â
âThen we will come and get you,â said the one with the scar. âAnd get your mother and your father. Get your brother and sister too.â
âI have no sisters.â
âWeâll get them too,â he said.
âI wonât show it to anyone,â I promised.
âAnd you must not tell anyone about us.â
âI wonât.â
âNot even your best friend.â
âNot even my best friend.â
The one with the scar exerted pressure on my neck. It was beginning to hurt.
âWeâll cut out your tongue,â he said. âHow would you like that?â
âNot,â I said.
âGood,â said the one with the gun. âDonât forget we are watching you.â
I lingered only long enough to ï¬nd my school bag in the bush where I had hidden it. Then I did not stop running until I got out of the forest.
Three
THE RIVER ENTERED Bwana Ruinâs farm from the east, in a more or less direct course from the mountains to the grasslands in the west. The laborersâ village was the ï¬rst thing it touched. Then, glancing right, the river ï¬owed past Bwana Ruinâs vast orchards and carried on into the plain.
The village consisted of several dozen round mud and thatch huts ï¬ung over ten acres of banana trees and vegetable gardens. It was an old village, turned into a maze of winding footpaths among old huts, grain stores and broken latrines. Strangers easily got lost there. Bwana Ruin often promised to demolish it.
My motherâs hut was on the far side of the village, close to Bwana Ruinâs farmhouse, where he lived alone with his old wife.
I rushed home to ï¬nd Hari and give him the letter from the people of the forest. As I came up to my motherâs hut, she came out with a bucket, thrust it in my hands and ordered me to go down to the river to fetch water.
âWhere is Hari?â I asked her.
Hari was still at work, she told me. I had forgotten it was a working day and Hari would be at the dairy skimming Bwana Ruinâs milk.
âI have a letter for him,â I said.
âA letter? A letter from where?â
I hesitated.
âGive it to me,â she said. âIâll give it to Hari when he comes home.â
âl canât,â I said. âThey said I must not talk to anyone about it.â
âWho said?â she asked.
âThe people who gave it to me.â
âWhich people?â
I thought about it. Surely âanyoneâ could not possibly include my own mother. After all, she gave them food when they came to our door at night.
âGive it to me,â she said. âIâll keep it for him.â
âNo,â I said, deciding to play it safe. âIâll give it to him
Amber Scott, Carolyn McCray