necessity provided by the Lord to keep us warm in the cold winter months.â
She left without another word.
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Alone in the airless cell, Lucrezia sat on her cot and wept. Until this moment she hadnât believed that God would let her fate come to this. But neither pleas, prayers, nor tears had kept her from being carried inside the convent walls and locked behind its heavy gates.
Wearily she began to undress, laying each piece of clothing on topof her fragrant sachet. Before she finished there was a knock on the door and the thin wooden plank was pushed open by the old woman sheâd seen in the garden.
âI am Sister Pureza,â the woman said. âYou must finish dressing. Vieni .â
Over the old womanâs shoulder, Lucrezia could see another nun knocking on her sisterâs door and issuing the same brief instructions. Spinetta came to the doorway wearing her black robe, and thrust her favorite gown into the waiting nunâs arms.
âEverything, please,â said the other nun. âYour mantello, and also the traveling bag. It will be sold for your dowry, of course.â
Sister Pureza gazed at the novitiate in front of her.
â Andiamo, Lucrezia. I know it is warm, but there is much to be done.â Sister Pureza smiled kindly, revealing even more wrinkles in her old face, and nodded at the robe with her chin.
âYes, Sister,â Lucrezia said. âForgive me.â
She turned her back to the old woman and removed her silken gamurra, her boots, and the linen stockings soaked with perspiration. She stood in her thin undergarments, the panni di gamba sheâd stitched by hand.
From the doorway, Sister Pureza watched. Like Lucrezia, the old nun had also been the beautiful daughter of a merchant who lived in a fine palazzo. Sheâd traveled to Rome to see Pope Martin Vâs coronation, and tasted fine wines from her unclesâ cellars. But her beauty had led her to shame and finally to the gates of the convent where, in time, sheâd surrendered her baptismal name and taken the name Sister Pureza Magdalena.
At the sight of the novitiate standing in her chemise and bloomers, her thin back heaving with emotion, the old nun let out a small sigh.
âMy father,â Lucrezia said softly.
Turning, she dropped to her knees and fingered the panni di gamba at the place where sheâd secreted her silver medallion of Saint John the Baptist, patron saint of Florence, into its hem. âMio padre.â
Sister Pureza put a palm on Lucreziaâs head. Dirt from the herb garden was crusted in her nailbeds, and a few granules fell onto the girlâs hair. She looked down and saw the fine lines of Lucreziaâs collarbones, the outline of her breasts below the damp silk.
âPlease.â Lucrezia touched the chemise where sheâd made her most delicate stitches. âThis silk was a last gift from my father. Iâm not ready to say good-bye.â
âOh, child,â Sister Pureza intoned softly. The old nun knew luxuries would fade slowly from the girlâs life until the memory of them was but a dream. She glanced at Lucreziaâs panni di gamba and nodded, once. A look passed between the young woman and the old one.
âItâs time,â Sister Pureza said, breaking her gaze. âCome.â
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In black robe and tunic, Lucrezia knelt in the sanctuary of the small stone church. The room smelled of moss, the air thick and fertile. Sister Pureza dipped her fingers into a bowl of holy water, and touched Lucreziaâs forehead.
âIn the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit,â she said. âAre you prepared to renounce everything to the Sacred Order of Santa Margherita of the Augustinians, in the name of Christ and the Most Holy Virgin?â
Sister Pureza waited patiently for Lucrezia to remember the phrase the monsignor had taught her.
âI ask for the Mercy of God and the Son and for the habit of