and a suitably large castle to go with him. Having grown up in a family teetering on the edge of penury, Sophia desired stability, security, too, and a man like the marquess could provide her all that and more: the titles, the crests, the fortune and fame.
She was not prepared, however, for just how difficult it would be to fulfill her ambitions. Nor did she anticipate how intimidating, how repellent, she would find a goodly majority of the gentlemen who belonged to said titles and crests.
Her first season, in short, was turning out to be quite a disaster. Yes,
quite
.
Sophiaâs shoulders slumped.
But even as the weight of that sobering truth bore down upon her heart, a flicker of anticipation pulsed there. Faint at first, it flamed hotter as the minutes passed. The hour of her departure from Almackâs drew near; which meant, of course, Sophia was that much closer to her
second
engagement of the evening.
And this one, praise God, had nothing at all to do with sideburns or castles.
Sophia shivered with anticipation when at last the familyâs musty, creaking carriage jostled its occupants away from Almackâs door on King Street later that evening, making for the familyâs ramshackle manse in Grosvenor Square.
âYouâre smiling.â Violet eyed Sophia from across the carriage. âWhatâs wrong?â
Sophia bit the inside of her lip, hoping to hide her grin of excitement. âNothing out of the usual, Cousin. I very likely offended a marquess. Being the graceful swan that I am, I stepped on Lord Pealeyâs feetâyes, both of themâduring the minuet.â
Violet shrugged. âThat makes for a better turn at Almackâs than last week.â
Lady Blaise said nothing as she swatted back Cousin Violetâs attempt at another swig from her flask.
Violet tilted her head back and swigged anyway, draining every last drop.
Sophia sighed and looked out the window.
One more hour. One more hour until my escape.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Grosvenor Square
P ulling her hood over her nose, Sophia leaned against the crumbling brick of her uncleâs house and stepped into her boots, one stockinged foot at a time. She straightened and peered into the shadows, long and sinister in the flickering light of the gas lamps. Satisfied no one was about, she stole into the square, pressing to her breast the pages hidden in her cloak.
The night was cool and clammy; there would be rain. Above, the stars hid behind a thin layer of gray cloud, while the light of the full moon shone through like a lone, opaque eye, following her as she moved through the dark.
With each step her pulse quickened. The daring of it all, the riskâreputation, ruination, retributionâwas immense. And exhilarating, all at once.
Whatever this feeling was, it far outshone the anxiety, and the disappointment, sheâd experienced while in the Marquess of Withingtonâs presence at Almackâs.
It was not far to The Glossy. While Sophia had no occasion on which to dwell on such things, it had surprised her nonetheless that establishments such as La Reinetteâs populated Mayfair as thickly as potbellied peers.
Those potbellied peers, Sophia had quickly discovered, were possessed of wicked appetites in more ways than one.
The Glossy occupied a stately spot between Viscount Pickeringâs massive pile and the Earl of Sussexâs broad, tired-looking townhouse. Now Sophia understood why Sussex was such a jolly fellow, despite a succession of sour-faced wives.
Its namesake shutters were lacquered deep blue, the slick paint glittering in the low light of lanterns on either side of the front door. Sophia slipped past The Glossyâs facade onto a narrow lane that descended along one side of the house. She stopped at a hedgerowâwait, yes, this was the oneâand ducked into the boxwoodâs firm grasp.
For several heartbeats she scraped through the darkness, complete and sweet
László Krasznahorkai, George Szirtes