hand on her bump. âBecause itâs safer. Oh, help, Iâve got another contraction coming.â
She screwed up her face and concentrated on her breathing while Sally encouraged her gently, smoothing her hand over the top of Angelaâs bump so that she could feel the strength of the contraction.
âThat feels like a very strong contraction. Is it going off?â She felt the tightness ease under her hand and Angela nodded.
âThankfully.â She drew in a deep breath and sighed. âI didnât have any of this with my first one.â
Sally reached for the notes and skimmed them quickly. âThe baby was breech last time.â
âThatâs right. They told me Iâd have to have a section right from the moment they found out, and the doctor told me at the time that if I had another baby that would be a section, too.â
âHaving a section last time doesnât mean you canât have a normal delivery this time,â Sally said carefully, settling herself on the bed next to Angela. âAnd it isnât necessarily safer, Angela. It depends on the circumstances. A Caesarean section is major abdominal surgery. Sometimes itâs safer for you and the baby, but generally if you can give birth the normal way then thatâs preferable. Why donât we get you settled and then we can have a proper chat?â
Angela took several breaths. âThe doctor in my last hospital thought a section was the right thing for me. He said it was best.â
Sally took a deep breath. Best for whom? she wondered.
It was certainly true that some obstetricians were quicker to perform Caesareans than others, but the reasons for that werenât always as clear cut as they might be.
âAll right,â she said firmly, âthis is what weâre going to do. I can completely understand that it must be very confusing for you having come from a hospital saying one thing to a hospital saying another â¦â
Angela looked at her. âAnd I donât know anyone here,â she muttered. âWe had to move here because of Peterâs job. I knew all the midwives at the hospital in London. Here I donât know anyone.â
Her husband looked racked with guilt. âI should never have taken the job.â
Angela sighed and brushed her hair out of her eyes. âItâs a good job, and youâve always wanted to live here.â
âA sensible man. This is a great place to live,â Sally said lightly, taking Angelaâs hand in hers and squeezing it firmly. âIâll tell you a secret. I donât know anyone either. Iâm a very experienced midwife but this is my first day on this particular unit so we can bond together and keep each other company.â
Angela gave a wobbly smile. âBut youâll go off duty before the baby is born.â
Sally shook her head. âNot me. All thatâs waiting for me at home is lots of unpacking and even more washing so, trust me on this, Iâm looking for an excuse to stay at the hospital.â
âUnpacking?â
âIâve been away for a while,â Sally said with a smile. âI havenât had a chance to settle back in yet.â
Emma cleared her throat. âIâll leave the two of you together.â She looked at Sally. âIâll let Mr Hunter know that Angela is here.â
Angela sighed. âHeâs the one who wants me to have it the normal way.â
Her husband took a deep breath. âThe guy has a brilliant reputation, Angela. Iâve talked to a few people about him. I think you should listen to what he has to say.â
Sally was reading the notes again. âI agree with your husband. You need to have a proper talk with him, tell him how you feel.â
âIâm useless with doctors,â Angela mumbled. âThey always intimidate me. Before they arrive in my room I have all these questions, and then once theyâre standing