there?â The delight in the male voice changed to concern as Mac entered the kitchen. âOh, no,â¦whatâs happened? Are you all right, Annie?â
âYes, Iâm fine,â Anne said, and burst into tears again.
Mac was by her side in an instant, his face stricken. She could feel his concern wrap around her like a blanket. It was partly the close bond theyâd made in the last year but she could feel another part. Professional concern. As a paramedic, like Julia, he was assessing her physical condition. Looking for reasons for this highly unusual breakdown.
âItâs hormones, thatâs all,â she sobbed. âTake no notice of me.â
The box of tissues materialised beside her on the table and, as she reached for a fresh handful, Anne could see Mac looking at his wife with a question in his eyes.
âDavid turned up at the hospital today,â Julia told him. âHe saw Anne but she didnât get a chance to tell him why sheâs pregnant.â
âOhhhâ¦â Mac dragged out another chair and sat down right beside Anne. He squeezed her arm. âAnd you think he thinks youâve gone from breaking up with him to start a family with some other bloke.â
If Mac could see it so clearly it was a no-brainer, wasnât it? She should have told him. Why had she been so stupid? Because sheâd been stamping so hard on any of those fantasies where he turned up in her life again and said he couldnât live without her? She had been trying to be realistic. Trying not to expect to ever seehim again. Getting on with her life. Giving the only other people in the world she loved this much of a gift.
âWell, thatâs easily fixed.â Mac sounded satisfied. âYou just need to talk to him. And if thatâs too hard, I could talk to him. Bloke to bloke, you know.â
Anne shook her head. âIt wonât help. Heâll think if I could get pregnant for you guys I should have done it for him. Thatâs why I never told him in the first place. He wasnât meant to know anything about this.â
A silence fell over the small group.
âYou knowâ¦â Julia sounded tentative. âThere could be another way around this.â She had been staring into the depths of her mug but now she looked up at Anne. âI could give you what youâve given me and Mac. Aâ¦chance at a family.â
Both Mac and Anne were staring at her. Anne felt a fond smile tug at her lips. They were so different. She was tall and dark and Julia was like a little imp with spiky blonde hair. And thanks to the unusual circumstances of their childhoods, not to mention the trauma of going through the hysterectomy Julia had had to have when she had only been in her early twenties, they were far closer than most sisters ever got to be. She loved Julia with all her heart but that familiar, determined light glowing in her eyes right now would have to be dampened.
âI donât think so, hon,â she said gently.
âIâm going to be at home with the twins.â Julia was undeterred by the soft warning in Anneâs tone. âIâm happy to be giving up work to be a full-time mum. Couldnât be happier. Iâll be at home for years and years and what could be better than having cousins around for our two?â
âA kind of blended familyâ¦â Mac was absorbing her idea. âYou know, it might work. Jules is an aunty so it wouldnât be like having nannies that didnât love your kids as much as you do. Sheâs going to be the best mum in the world, I can guarantee that.â
Mac was smiling. Anne could see the way his gaze was drawn irresistibly to Juliaâs. The way it held.
She knew that look. That kind of bond you could only get with the love of your life.
The kind of bond she and David had had. Way back. Before there had been any question of just how disparate they saw their future paths in