a body shop in Lander, found Robertâs body.â She lifted her shoulders and dropped them in a defeated shrug. âThe moccasin telegraph mustâve gotten the news before I did. Before I knew it, all kinds of people were at my door.â
Mostly related to Robert, Vicky was thinking. A few distant relatives of Ruthâs, but everyone close to her had died or moved away years ago. And nowâa new thought breaking throughâwith Robert gone, Ruth would be almost as alone as she was.
âAll the women brought food,â Ruth was saying. âItâs like they make a lot of food and wait for something terrible to happen.â Shedabbed the wadded handkerchief at her eyes again. âThe worst part is what theyâre saying.â
âWhat do you mean?â Vicky said.
âIf they arenât saying it, theyâre thinking it.â A stream of tears and black mascara ran down the womanâs cheeks. She pulled at the handkerchief in her hands without making an effort to wipe away the moisture. âStories go around faster than lightning.â
âWhat stories, Ruth?â John OâMalley leaned toward her. âTell us.â
âThe fed started it, asking stupid questions. Made me sick to my stomach.â John OâMalley was quiet. Patient, Vicky thought, unbelievably patient. He had once told her he had learned patience from the Arapahos, learned to sit and wait while people ordered their thoughts and decided whether he was trustworthy enough to give their thoughts to him. She, on the other hand, had learned impatience from years in the white world, college, law school, the years in a big law firm followed by her own small firm. Learned to jump up, be quick, be alert, never let down her guard. Pace the floor to order her own thoughts; rise in the courtroom:
Objection!
Ruth unfolded her legs, wiggled her feet into the flip-flops, and shifted forward on her chair, pulling at the handkerchief in her hands. A pair of reddish curls hung loosely along her neck. She was struggling to say something, lips forming and reforming the words. Finally she said, âThe fed wanted to know if Robert was depressed. Did he ever talk about taking his life? Had he ever tried to take his life? If he did decide to take his life, how do I think he might have gone about it? What was he saying? Robert walked into the lake, laid down, and died?â
She squeezed her eyes shut, as if she might squeeze out more tears. Then she tossed her head toward the pasture. âHe had theranch. Meant the world to him. Maybe itâs a nothing ranch, but we had meat on the table and Robert picked up jobs with the highway department every summer, and I got my job at the dental office. The Creator never saw fit to give us children, but Robert said weâd be okay, just the two of us.â She was staring out at the pasture. The breeze riffled the manes of the horses. âIâd say, anybody depressed around here, it was me. Same old, same old every day. No way out. Nothing ever changing. But I never thought heâd leave me like this.â
Vicky caught John OâMalleyâs eye for a second. All she knew about Robertâs death had come over the moccasin telegraph. First, to Annie, her secretary. Then Annie had brought it to her. But maybe there was more, facts the telegraph hadnât yet picked up. She could read the same thought in Johnâs face.
He took one of Ruthâs hands in his own and waited until she turned back to him. âNobody knows yet what happened.â
âThe coroner will order an autopsy and issue a report.â Vicky tried to match John OâMalleyâs calm, assuring tone. âWeâll know the truth then.â She was thinking the report could take several weeks.
âThatâs not all the questions the fed asked. Robert have any enemies? Altercations with friends or strangers? Anybody like to see him dead?â
âThe fed has to look