practice. I havenât done it since I was an intern, and then I only did it for six months. Let me be frank. I wasnât cut out for it. I canât deal with the nonspecific complaints, the colds, the flu and the heartburn. I take patients who would die without my help, and I do valve replacements and heart transplants, and I give them their lives back. Am I making myself clear?â
âYes, of course. But you could do it for a while. Treat the sore throats and the minor complaints. You wouldnât even have to brush up.â
âIâm not supposed to work for six months. And thatâs that.â
âThatâs not what he said,â she said. âHe said âcut out the long workdays and get out of town.ââ
âSo you were listening,â he said.
âI couldnât help it. You were talking so loudly Iâm surprised the whole building didnât hear your conversation,â she said.
âThe whole building didnât have their ears pressed against the door,â he said.
âYou wouldnât have to work that hard, really, if thatâs what youâre worried about,â she continued before he could come up with another excuse. âIâve got someone to help you do the bookkeeping, wrap bandages, hold the strobe lights and refill the tongue depressors, order supplies and hand you the instruments.â
âNow who would that be?â he asked.
âThat would be Mattie Whitlock,â Hayley said. âGrandpaâs old nurse. Sheâs had years of experience. And sheâs ready and willing to help out.â
âSheâs still there? She must be about ninety-five by now.â
âSeventy-three. Sheâs slowed down somewhat, but sheâs still got the touch.â
âYeah, I remember her touch,â Sam said grimly. âAnd the way she wielded a needle. I was more scared of her than anyone in town, including the police.â He shook his head, already regretting that heâd admitted being scared of anything. He didnât want to admit it, he didnât want to remember it. The pain and the shame heâd felt in those days still lingered beneath the surface. After all these years. Until Hayley had walked into his office, he hadnât realized how deep it went. He wished sheâd stayed where she was and left him alone. âNo,â he said. âIâm not coming back and thatâs final.â
âWhat are you going to do? Take up golf? Get a hobby?Read medical journals or find a woman to marry?â The skepticism in her voice was unmistakable.
âAny one of those ideas is sounding better by the minute,â he said.
âIâm not asking you to make a permanent commitment,â she said. âJust a year, or even six months. Your patients will still be here when you return. All Iâm asking is that you come back until we find a permanent doctor. Itâll be like a vacation. You can go deep-sea fishing. Dig for clams. Take Wednesday afternoons off to play golf at the club. Maybe even find a woman to marry. Small-town women may not be as glamorous as the ones youâre used to but they may not be as superficial, either.â
He let his gaze roam over her fashionably tousled, Meg Ryan-style blond hair, her suit jacket and the silk blouse under it. Deliberately avoiding his eyes, she tore open a packet of sugar and poured it into what remained of her coffee.
âAre you including yourself?â he asked with a gleam in his eye. âIf you are, I might be tempted.â
âNo, of course not,â she said indignantly.
âSure? Because you fit the descriptionâsmall-town girl, not superficialâ¦â
âI told you, Iâm not,â she said, bright spots of color in her cheeks. âIâm not available.â
âWhy not? Is there a man in your life?â
âThereâs a town in my life. A town that needs a doctor. Now can we get back