slowing down any at all that she could tell.
âYouâre notâ¦the boss of me,â she said.
He was going for water, she could tell. She couldnât see him now but she could hear the creek. This place had been one of her favorite haunts.
Then she caught herself. It still was one of her favorites. She might be down but she wasnât beaten yet. She wasnât going to let him take her out of the beautiful country that she loved.
âYes, I am,â he said, his voice low and sure. âIâm the boss of you until you walk into that jail.â
A moment later he was walking back up the little slope to her, a cup in each hand. He went down on one knee beside her, set one cup down and brought the other to her lips. To her consternation, she couldnât hold up her head, so he propped it up with his big hand.
It was so weird to be touched. No one hadtouched her for months and months, not since sheâd hugged her little half-brothers good-bye.
And no man had ever touched her. Except for Tassel Glass.
The water lapped cool and wet and wonderful onto her lips and she drank it with Black Fox Vannâs long, strong fingers in her hair and burning into her scalp. She could still feel the shape of them after heâd laid her back down. Even through the pain she could feel them.
Black Fox Vann could be a very gentle man, along with being a hard one.
âIâll let you rest a minute,â he said, and somehow the tone of his rich voice soothed her, âthen Iâll give you the coffee.â
She had to fight that soothing. It could get to be too much. She had to keep her guard up.
âI donât want it.â
âI know,â he said, and now his tone was even more peaceful.
The cool water was in her stomach now and the pain was bad and the two things were making her chill inside. She clamped her jaws together and tried to hold her body still. She had to think about something else or she would start to shake on the outside, too. That would make her more helpless than ever.
âHas Judge Parker started hanging people for stealing?â she said, her teeth chattering in spite of her.
Black Fox Vann bent over her immediately, propped up her head the way he had before, and held a spoonful of hot, fragrant coffee to her lips.
âAll judgesâand juriesâhang horsethieves,â he said.
Then he took the coffee away and blew on it, to cool it. Was it breath or saliva that the Cherokee believed held the essence of a person? She couldnât remember. It had better not be breath because she didnât want Black Fox Vannâs essence in her.
The chill was making her tremble in earnest now, even her head shook in his hand. He held it a little more firmly. Somehow that made her feel more secure than anything else. More secure than caught.
âYouâve got to take this,â he said. âItâs cool enough not to burn your mouth.â
She let him spoon the coffee into her and, on the fourth or fifth time, she felt its warmth begin to spread through her body. He mustâve dipped the spoon and held it to her lips a hundred times, at least it seemed that many, before the shivering lessened and finally stopped.
âEnough for now,â he said, and was gone.
She glimpsed him building the fire a little higher and then he was out of sight a while before coming back to her with a horse blanket in each hand.
âIâm going to put one of these under you,â he said, âand the other on top.â
He laid one out beside her, knelt down and picked her up, just picked her right up as easily as Mama had picked up the boys when they were babies. She landed on the blanket as lightly as a feather and the pain didnât kick up again at all.
âI know all judges hang horsethieves,â she said.
He chuckled as he covered her with the other blanket. He was so careful with it that her pain did not intensify.
âGood,â he said.