closed and tossing the files across her desk, Jackie was kicked back in her chair with her eyes closed. First real day on the job and she was already getting a headache.
Someone knocked quietly on the door. âJackie?â It was Nick, ready to tell her to relax, no doubt.
She wanted to ignore him. A pep talk was the last thing she needed.
Yes, you do. Let him in. Laurelâs motherly tone was both kind and stern.
âYou know what?â Jackie snapped. âWhy donât you go bother someone else?
A sigh whispered through Jackieâs head and Laurel stepped out of her body. Laurel gave her a sideways glance, walked out through the wall toward the conference room and was gone.
âAll right, then,â Nick said.
âNo.â Jackie groaned and sat back up. âCome in, damn it.â Nick opened the door and entered the office. âI wasnât talking to you.â
He walked up and placed his stack of files down on her desk. On top was another chocolate croissant. He sat down in one of the plush chairs across from her. âSorry about Shelby there. She was just beingââ
âA bitch?â Jackie cut in. âBut no more than usual. Everythingâs getting on my nerves today, thatâs all.â
âAnything I can do? Something else you need here to make thingsââ
âNo! God, no. More than enough, Nick. Really. This is all kind of overwhelming. I mean look at this place.â She waved her hand at the office space. âYouâd think I was the CEO of Chrysler or something.â
âAny reason we canât have the best for this? I mean, I could have them come back and set up a cubicle for you.â
The slight twitch of smile, stretching the long scar along his jaw, dissipated Jackieâs annoyance. âDonât get me wrong. This is an amazing space. I just feel ...â She picked up the other croissant and took a bite. âI feel like Iâm out of my element. This isnât me.â
âThen make it yours,â he said. âYou do have a say, you know. Youâre the director of this operation.â
Jackie sagged back in her chair. âYeah. I know. Wish I knew what the hell that meant.â
âIt means what you make of it, Jackie. Weâre a team here, at least I hope we are, but as director, you get final say on things.â
Final say. What they did, what these powerful, nerve-wracking people did was on her shoulders. âYou do realize how weird it is having me order you guys around?â
He shrugged. âNot really. Youâre more than smart and capable enough to do it.â
Jackie sighed and sagged back in her chair. He didnât get it. âThanks, but I have no idea what Iâm doing. You guys are far more expert on this stuff than I am.â
âThen weâll be the experts. Look, Jackie.â He leaned forward, elbows resting on his knees. âI think youâre right for this job because, one, youâre a leader. You know how to take the reins on something and lead it where it needs to go. Even when you donât know, you have great instincts. Two, you have the guts to make hard choices when they need to be made. You wonât back down when shit hits the fan. Trust me, youâll be fine. Give it some time.â
She avoided his gaze. Her âgutsâ turned to mush if she did that for long. âYou must have a lot of time on your hands then.â When his smile broadened, Jackie laughed. âFuck. You know what I mean. Right now, I donât think I could decide my way out of a paper bag.â
Nick sat back. âOK, I have something easy for you to decide on then.â
âWhat?â
âThanksgiving,â he said. âWhat do you want for Thanksgiving dinner?â
Thanksgiving? Shit, that was in two days. The previous eight years had been with Laurelâs parents, which was kind of out of the question now. She had not given a single