chips. âThe year is long.â
I donât know about the year, but every moment of that night seemed to move by in slow motion. Every second that Nick spoke to Annabelle and Susan and not me was torture.
âWhatâs up with you, Faltrain?â Martin came up behind me, talking through a mouthful of food.
âMind your own business,â I said, and got a whack on the back of my head as he walked off. Martin can be really annoying. Heâs in Year 11, only a year ahead of me, but he thinks heâs so much older. Heâs my captain too, so that means he can tell me what to do on the soccer field and that bugs me more than anything. He treats me like a kid sister and Iâve told him before, I do not need an older brother.
That night, though, I barely heard him. I kept looking at Nick, willing him to talk to me. I spent a lot of time looking at the back of his head.
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GRACIE
Iâd use my third wish to get Dad home. It feels like heâs been away forever. I tried to remember what he looked like the other day and for a second I couldnât imagine his face.
Heâs a travelling book salesman, so heâs away a lot. When I was little he took me to the library every Saturday. He showed me books of places weâd never been. I loved the atlases. I remember watching him stretch up to reach the one I was desperate to look at; there was a little bit of his tummy showing between his old t-shirt and his jeans. We sat on the floor together and traced the roads and rivers with our fingers.
He always tried to be there on Saturdays. Iâd come home during the week, though, and hope that Iâd find him. Iâd walk in the front door and look for his keys in the jar next to the phone. It was a game. If the keys werenât there Iâd think, well, maybe heâs got them in his pocket. He could still be home, right? Iâd walk through the kitchen and look for his bag or his tie. I searched every room before I was convinced that therewas no chance he was home. Sometimes I didnât look in Mum and Dadâs bedroom. Iâd leave the door closed and just pretend he was on the other side. The house was too cold without him. Even in summer.
Last year, if he missed a game, heâd be home by Saturday afternoon. When Mum and I walked in after soccer heâd be waiting in the backyard, ready for a kick. âHurry up, Gracie,â heâd yell, his old runners sticking out from under his trousers. âShow me how you kicked the winning goal.â
Iâd take the ball and slam it between the two white lines heâd drawn for me on the fence. Heâd cheer. And Mum would shout, âMove it, you two, tea was ready an hour ago,â but sheâd be laughing. I remember weâd come in from the back yard, our faces so cold they almost cracked from the heat of the kitchen. We talked all through dinner. Laughed because the next day was Sunday. I loved going to sleep on those nights. When I woke up he was there.
But that hasnât happened for a long time.
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MARTIN
Faltrain looked like it was Christmas today when I told her about the Championships. She was running around and laughing; how could I tell her what the guys have been saying? No one except me wants her on the team anymore. And I donât think Iâm enough.
Faltrain used to be great when she first started â fast and strong in the midfield. She pushed the ball forward to the strikers. Now sheâs too focused on scoring. Sometimes she leaves us wide open in our defence. I donât blame her â she was made to kick goals. âKick them, Faltrain,â I want to say. âJust donât make them the only reason you play. And stop pissing Flemming off. The guy has it in for you.â
I can see why everyoneâs annoyed, but sometimes I think theyâre mad because sheâs better than them. And because