Perhaps put her head between her knees.
âA structure!â he breathed. âYes! You are an insightful woman, Miss Eversea.â His face lit with hopeful accord and a plea for understanding.
Olivia gave a start when someone behind her slid the flash ballad from her gloved fingers.
She turned swiftly. It was Lord Landsdowne, her fiancé, looking every bit the viscount in a flawlessly fitting Weston-cut coat, his silver buttons sparkling, his Hessian toes gleaming, his affable, unmistakable air of entitlement radiating from him like beams from a benevolent sun.
She turned a surprised and delighted smile up to him.
He didnât see it. He was too occupied absorbing the little horror in his hand.
And before her eyes his face went slowly, subtly hard.
It occurred to her that she had known him months before they were officially engaged, and yet sheâd never seen him angry.
Nor had the words âLyonâ and âRedmondâ ever once been spoken aloud by either of them to the other since they met.
She, in fact, hadnât spoken those two words aloud to anyone for years.
Oh, she supposed sheâd resorted to the pronoun âheâ once or twice, when it could not be avoided. As if Lyon were the Almighty. Or Beelzebub.
And surely this delicacy was ludicrous. Perhaps if she made a habit of tossing his name into idle conversation now and again, it would lose its power and become meaningless and strange, as any word will if you stare at it long enough.
On the other hand, the first night sheâd danced with Lyon, sheâd lain sleepless, thrumming with some unnamed new joy, and then sheâd crept out of bed, seized a sheet of foolscap, and feverishly filled the front and back of it with those two words. They had spilled out of her like a hosannah, or like an attempt at exorcism.
They hadnât lost any of their power then.
âWill ye put your signature to my composition for me then, Miss Eversea?â Mr. Pickles was all humility now. Or rather, three parts humility, one part commerce. âIt might very well make me a rich man. I could sell it to the Montmorency Museum to show along with your brotherâs, Mr. Colin Everseaâs, suit of clothes. The ones he was nearly hung in.â
Blast. Sheâd forgotten about Colinâs bequest. She sighed.
Someone was bound to fund a Museum of Eversea Ignominy one day.
âSheâll sign nothing,â Landsdowne said evenly. But his eyes were flints. âIâll give you a shilling to leave here and never return.â
Oliviaâs head jerked toward him in astonishment. He hadnât yet looked directly at her or greeted her, which was both unnerving and intriguing.
Obviously his intent was to protect her honor.
Not to mention his own.
But sheâd always found it well nigh intolerable when someone else spoke for her. And this was the first time Landsdowne had done any such thing.
They locked eyes at last, and she watched his soften, the way they always did when they landed on her.
âOh, whereâs the harm in signing it?â she coaxed him. âPerhaps if Mr. Pickles becomes wealthy he wonât need to sell more of these songs. And far be it for any of us to discourage an entrepreneur.â
âMiss Eversea, if I may interject? In the spirit of honesty, I fear I am at the mercy of the muse. My compositions burble forth like a spring from the earth, and riches are hardly likely to discourage them.â Mr. Pickles was the picture of contrite humility.
âThen tell me what it will cost to build a dam,â Landsdowne said grimly.
âWeâll have Madame Marceau fetch a quill,â Olivia soothed. âI shall sign it and leave it with her, with instructions to give it to Mr. Pickles after Iâm gone for the day.â
Sheâd learned that her smiles were Landsdowneâs weakness, so she gave him one. Conciliatory and charming and warm.
And challenging.
He hesitated.