drink?â
âNo. I donât want it.â
She started away to avoid him if he returned and found herself facing Devron again. âI canât take much more of this place,â he said. âNeither can you, from the look on your face. Letâs slip out. Have dinner with me, please.â
âI canât leave.â
âOf course you can. I know youâre the guest of honor, but half the people here donât know that, and the other half donât care. Believe me â Iâm an old hand at these stupid parties.â
âThen why do you come, Mr. Devron?â
âI came tonight to meet you, and now that Iâve met you, letâs leave, please.â
And hardly knowing why she did it, Barbara allowed him to take her arm and lead her through the crowd and out of the house. He asked her whether she had a car, and she told him she had come by cab.
âGood. Weâll go in my car. Cars are the nightmare of this place. By the way, why did you come with me?â
âTo get out of there, I suppose.â
âThen itâs not my goddamn good looks,â he said, but so ingenuously that it did not sound trite. âThere are women who mistrust good-looking men on sight, and I sort of guessed that you are one of them. Iâm not supposed to mention that, am I? But itâs like being crippled, believe me. You live with it, but you donât get used to it.â Before she could comment on that, he said, âIâm thirty-six. Youâre older than that. How old are you?â
âGood heavens,â she said angrily, âwhat are you â some kind of rich boy idiot? Itâs none of your damn business how old I am! I barely know you, and Iâm not sure that I want to know you any better.â
Now one of the red-jacketed parking attendants â hired by Goldberg for the evening â had brought his car around, a 1952 Buick convertible, and stood by the open door, waiting.
âTheyâll call me a cab,â Barbara said. âI donât think I want to have dinner with you.â
Her statement demolished him. The face that stared at her uncomprehendingly was the face of a hurt small boy, and he pleaded with her, âWhat did I say? Iâm so sorry. The last thing in the world I wanted is to offend you. Please forgive me.â
For a long moment, she stared at him. Then she nodded, walked around the car, and got in. They started off, driving in silence for about five minutes before he said, âI say things the way I feel them. Can I explain what I mean by that?â
âIâd rather you didnât. Just forget I was angry. Itâs not your fault. Iâve been here four days, and Iâve spent most of them regretting that I ever came. Tonight I felt put upon and degraded, and I donât want to explain that either. Itâs my fault. Iâm not very nice.â
âI think I understand how you feel.â
âThen weâll leave it that way. Where are you taking me?â
âDowntown. Do you know downtown Los Angeles?â
âNot very well.â
âItâs as different from Beverly Hills as night from day. I know a good Italian restaurant, near the paper. Do you like Italian food?â
âVery much. Iâm half Italian,â she said bluntly.
âI know that. Look, Iâve been working on the paper for twelve years, and you and your father and your family have always been news. So Iâd know a good deal about you and Dan Lavette and your family just in the course of things. As a matter of fact, when Dan Lavette faced down those two muggers at the Japanese Tea Garden, this past August, I did a special box on it for the sports page. My word, it was fantastic â for a man of sixty-nine to be that fit and to have that kind of reflexes. Part of me is an old jock, and I just had to tip my hat at the man.â
Heâs trying hard, Barbara thought, and said without