canât blame her any more than she blames herself.
Back home I make a call to the office where Marybeth works and ask to speak to her supervisor. Iâd like to tell her what happened to Bob myself, but I donât think it ought to be done on the phone, and she should be told right away. She works as a secretary for some research outfit associated with Texas A&M. The man I talk to sounds a little muddle-headed, but he says heâll break the news to her. I tell him to have her call me if she needs anything.
To settle myself down, I spend some time looking at my Wolf Kahn pastel. If anybody had told me when I was a boy that I would end up with a fine art collection, I would have thought they were crazy. But my wife, Jeanne, grew up with a mother who loved art, and when we were married Jeanne started buying a few pieces, and she dragged me into it. I ended up enjoying it almost as much as she did. Since she died, the pictures we bought together have meant even more to me. Iâve even bought a couple of new pieces that I think she would have liked.
After a while I make the telephone call Iâve been putting off, to make an appointment with a surgeon at Texas Orthopedic Hospital in Houston. Rodell hit the nail on the head this morning when he asked when I was going to have my knee fixed. Iâve been hobbling around ever since one of my heifers accidentally knocked me down and stepped on it. On my last visit, my doc said, âYouâre going to have to let somebody go in there and put it to rights. Within a few months, youâll be good as new.â Months. I donât like the sound of that.
And then thereâs the question of whoâs going to take me to the hospital in Houston and bring me back. Loretta will insist, and Iâd as soon ride in a car with Jack Harbin at the wheel as Loretta.
The cheerful receptionist makes me an appointment for a couple of weeks off. She apologizes for not being able to fit me in sooner, but later is better than sooner as far as Iâm concerned.
Zelda rounds the corner from wherever sheâs been napping and fixes me with a resentful eye as she meows her way to her dish. âThatâs two of us feeling sorry for ourselves,â I tell her.
Loretta has scheduled me to stay with Jack on Wednesday. I drop by her house on my way, to pick up a bag of her cinnamon rolls.
There are two beefy motorcycles parked in Jackâs driveway alongside a giant SUV. At the curb sits an iridescent red pickup with flames painted on the side and plastered with bumper stickers. My favorite says, Back off! I flunked anger management class .
The Harbin house is nothing much to look atâa one-story rectangle on concrete piers with vinyl siding, a metal roof, and aluminum windows. A wheelchair ramp leads up to the front door.
I hear voices from around back, and in the backyard I find Jack surrounded by his buddies. Walter Dunn and the other man who showed up at Jackâs on Monday are there along with another couple of men, all sprawled in plastic lawn chairs on the concrete patio.
Dunn jumps up to shake hands. âMorninâ Mr. Craddock. You in line to spend some time with Jack today?â Thereâs a sweet smell of marijuana in the air. Seems early for that sort of thing.
âLooking forward to it.â I squeeze Jackâs shoulder. âHope thatâs okay with you.â
âI can take it if you can.â Jack cranes his head in my direction, his nose working. âDo I smell Lorettaâs cinnamon rolls?â
âYou sure do. She sent over a couple dozen.â I open the bag and thrust a roll into Jackâs hand. He takes a big bite. I hand the bag to Dunn, who takes one and passes it on.
âSomebody get Mr. Craddock a cup of coffee,â Jack says.
Dunn says, âYou asking, or ordering?â
Jack snickers. âJust get the damn coffee.â
Smirking, Dunn heads for the back door.
âTake a seat, Mr.