hitting the bottle again and Sarah has him up in the dressing room, trying to sober him up in time for the last spot. If that man doesnât lay off the stuff, Billâs goinâ to throw him out.â
Bert and Sarah Clemmons did a song and dance routine that had been pleasing the audiences for almost twenty years. They had been members of Billâs original troupe, and I knew that he would never fire them, no matter how Bert drank. They had lost a child a few years back, and he had started drinking then, consuming more and more as the years passed. He and Sarah were both quiet, both quietly charming, and in their black costumes sewn with large silver buckles they did slow paced numbers that caused the audience to sigh with nostalgia. They also lived with us at the boarding house, and sometimes, if I happened to be sitting alone in the parlor when Bert came in, he would sit down and talk to me about my parents, who had been his best friends.
âDo you think youâll have my blue thing done by Saturday?â Laverne asked.
âIâm sewing on the sequins and feathers now,â I replied. âI should have it done by then.â
âI want to wear it Saturday night,â she said. âIâm getting tired of this ragââ She swept her hands over the pink dress. âIâm sure the fellows are, too.â
In addition to doing a routine with my puppets, I was the official wardrobe mistress for the music hall. I did most of the sewing up in my dressing room, making all the bright, spangled costumes for the troupe. Besides Laverne and the Clemmons, there were eight chorus girls working for Bill. They shared a large, barn-like dressing room near the attic that always sounded like an aviary full of exotic birds. Most of the girls were in their middle or late twenties, loud, brassy creatures who treated me like a favored child. They were always running into my dressing room to have me sew a feather on or take up a hem. All of them brought their dresses to me for repairs, and twice a year I made a new set of costumes for them. I loved the work, and it was one of the ways I could pay Bill and Mattie for their kindness.
âIs there a crowd tonight?â I asked Laverne.
âAbout the same as usual. Pretty good for a Thursday night. They will come packing in later onâalways do. By the way, your boy friend is out there again tonight.â
âMy boy friend?â I said, startled.
âSure. Donât tell me you havenât noticed him.â
âNo, I havenât.â
âHeâs always at the same table, right up in front. He sits there with a glass of beer until you come on, and when your bitâs over, he pays for the beer and leaves. Same thing every night for a week now.â
âAre you certain, Laverne?â
âSure. Heâs there tonight, same table. A good looking fellow, too. Classy. All the girls have commented on him. They say he comes just to see you.â
Laverne smiled, her hands on her hips. âYou sure he hasnât come round to see you? You donât have a secret romance, do you, kid?â
âNothing of the sort,â I protested. âI want to have a look at this remarkable creature.â I tried to speak lightly, but my voice trembled just a little.
I followed Laverne onto the darkened stage, moving around all the ropes and pulleys and props. We went over to the curtain and opened the little peep hole through which the performers could survey the house. Laverne looked for a moment and then motioned for me to look. She told me where the man was sitting and described him to me.
I saw the large, crowded hall. Waiters with trays of beer balanced on the palms of their hands circulated among the tables. Men in suits and shirt sleeves and women in colorful dresses and feather boas sat at the tables, eating, drinking, laughing, waiting for the show to begin. I saw Bill behind the bar, polishing the silver handle of