plant. He straightened up when he saw her and rapidly finished up his phone call with a curt, âOkay,â and, âIâll call you back.â She didnât really question why he was in their kitchen, on their phone; instead she wondered whether or not to tell him that Pete was stuck at the pool and that he had no clothes.
He hung up and walked over to her and tried to put his hand on her shoulder.
âMay,â he said, âIâm soâ¦â
She moved away.
âCan you tell me, please,â May said, reaching back and holding on to the kitchen counter, âcan you tell me whatâs happening?â
âYour fatherâ¦,â he began. He was speaking in an unnaturally precise manner, and he gripped the top of one of their heavy kitchen chairs until his knuckles were white. âHe had a heart attack, May.â
âWhen?â
It was the only thing she could think to ask.
âAbout forty-five minutes ago.â
Forty-five minutes. You could save someone in forty-five minutes. That sounded reasonable. You hit them with the electric paddles or you gave them some medicine. Aspirin. Sheâd heard that aspirin could save you if you took it while you had a heart attack.
âWhere is he?â May asked, surprised to hear the low insistence in her own voice. âWhere did this happen? Here?â
âIn the garage. In the car. He parked it, and then it must have happened.â
âHave they stopped trying toâ¦â May didnât know the words. âThose people, are they going to keep trying? You know. To help him?â
Mr. Camp didnât say anything for a moment.
âIt was too late when they got here,â he finally managed. âDo you understand?â
âToo late?â
âHe was already gone, May.â
No. He wasnât gone, not literally. He was out in the garage.
âHeâs dead, May.â
May swallowed a few times in an attempt to get the whistling, air-suction noise in her ears to stop. It didnât work.
âCan I go see him?â she asked.
Mr. Camp sighed and ran his hand through his hair. It was straight, unlike Peteâs, and turning a steely gray. Her dad had no gray hair.
âI wouldnât. Stay here with me, okay?â
âWhereâs my mom?â
âSheâs coming home now.â
âDoes she know?â
âShe knows something is wrong.â
âIâll call her.â May walked toward the phone.
âSheâs on her way. Sheâs not at work anymore.â
âCellâ¦â
âWhy donât you wait?â he asked. âI think that would be better. Safer. Sheâs driving. Is that okay?â
May stopped halfway to the phone and thought about this.
âSafer. Okay. Sheâs driving.â
âRight.â He nodded.
There was a lull. Neither of them moved.
âMay,â he finally said, âIâm so sorry.â
âI have to go look for Palm,â she replied. âIâll come back.â
Halfway to the door, May realized that her bra was still dangling out of her front pocket. She yanked it free and threw it on the stairs as she passed. Stepping out the front door, she was shocked at how achingly sunny it was. Somehow she felt like it should have suddenly gotten dark. The paramedics were still there. They gave her sideways glances as she wandered to the quiet street, looked to the left and right, and wandered back toward the house. Another neighbor approached. So many neighbors. They were coming out of the woodwork.
The buzzing in her ears was getting louder.
âHave you seen my sister?â May asked anyone nearby. âPalmer?â
âSheâs over at the Starksâ, honey,â one of the neighbors replied.
Thatâs right, May thought. Bonnie had taken Palm to her house.
The neighbor was reaching out to her, trying to embrace her.
âOh, right.â May nodded, backing away.
Ann Voss Peterson, J.A. Konrath