youââ She paused, then said in a suddenly harsh voice, âWe find it very strange that you managed to thrive where others would have died or gone mad. How did you do it?â
Conan shrugged. âI did have some help, of course. Maybe it was a guardian spirit. I never saw him, but I certainly heard his voiceââ
âOh, rot!â the woman interrupted impatiently. âNext youâll be telling us thereâs a God.â She frowned. âIt could be your diet. What have you been eating besides fish? Birds?â
âWould you eat your friends?â Conan retorted.
The captain growled, âTake him aboard and do your questioning later. Weâve wasted enough time here.â
Conan started to back away, but the two younger men seized him. He shook them off angrily and sent them both sprawling with a display of strength he had not dreamed he possessed.
âIâll go with you,â he said. âBut not until Iâve told my friends good-by.â
He turned and bounded up the steps to the platform. As the circling birds closed in about him, he raised his hands to them and spoke to each in a voice that was no longer steady. âIâI must leave,â he said. âMaybe, someday, Iâll see you all again. Tikkiââ
Suddenly he snatched a curling yellow hair from his tangled mane, and swiftly wrapped and tied it about one of Tikkiâs legs.
âGo!â he urged. âGo back to Lanna.â
When the bird finally understood, it rose, circled once, and began flying westward over the sea. Conan swallowed and watched it go, then went grimly down to face his captors.
2
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I N THE DIM KITCHEN OF HER GRANDFATHERâS COTTAGE at High Harbor, where so many young people had been flown before the Change, Lanna carefully sifted the meal she had ground and showed it to her aunt.
âThis ought to be enough to feed everyone. Donât you think so?â
Mazal sniffed. âMore than enough. If I had my wayââ
âYouâd probably poison the wretch,â Lanna said, smiling in spite of how she felt.
âAnd would you blame me? Phah! That two-faced toad! And to think that weâll have to sit here at the table with him, knowing what we know, and swallow all his lies. Honestly, why Shann ever invited him to supperââ
âBut he almost had to, Mazal. You know that.â
âOh, I suppose so. If weâre forced to trade with the New Order, we have to pretend to be friendly with them. But it burns me upâthe whole thing, I mean. If Shann only knew the truthââ
âBut he doesnât. And we canât tell him.â
âI donât know. I almost think we should tell him.â
âBut Teacher said not to.â
âYes, but that was before the trade ship came.â Mazal frowned at the peas she had picked and almost angrily began shelling them. âTo think that we have to feed that creatureâWhatâs his name?â
âDyce. Commissioner Dyce. I know how you feel. Heâs soâso demanding. Youâd think he owns us, the way he acts.â
âAnd he will,â Mazal snapped. âIf these crazy young ones here let him. It frightens me. Thatâs why Shann should know the truth. After all, Teacher put him in charge here. As the only doctor, he shouldnât have to be worried with itâheâs run ragged taking care of everyone. If we could just think of someone elseââ
âThere isnât anyone else,â Lanna said quietly.
âNo, I suppose not. No one thatâs old enough and smart enough, that we could trust. Itâs an awful situation. I wish I knew what to do.â
They looked at each other almost in despair, the very slender, pale girl with the startlingly dark eyes, and the gaunt young redheaded woman who was her aunt. After five years of hardship the difference in their ages had ceased to matter, and their regard for