and hearing it, I thought to turn back and open the door again slightly to get some light. Just outside in a pile of rubble against the building, I spied a rock that would serve my purpose. I picked it up and propped the door with it, holding it open about five inches.
The Jeffersons lived in number 3, the back unit on the left side. I listened at the door and heard only the familiar drone of a television but couldnât really tell if it came from this apartment or one of the others. I knocked, got no response, knocked again. âMrs. Jefferson.â
Finally, a shuffle of feet, then a womanâs voice from inside. âWhoâs that?â
I knew a few tricks myself. You say Child Protective Services to some people, the door never opens. But you say Human Resources, of which CPS is a part, they often think itâs about their welfare payments, and itâs open sesame. Mrs. Jefferson opened the door a crack, the chain still on. âWhat you want?â
âIâd like to talk to you a minute if I could.â
âYou doinâ that.â
âWe got a call about Keeshiana. Is she all right?â
âWho called?â
âYour mother.â Thank God, I thought. It should have been the girlâs school, since sheâd already missed two full weeks, but they hadnât gotten around to it by the time I called them to verify the absences. Luckily, the grandmother had come by the apartment yesterday and after leaving had called CPS. âSheâs worried about you both.â I shifted to another foot, keeping the body language relaxed.
âAinât nothinâ to worry âbout. I be taking care of my baby.â
âIâm sure you are, Mrs. Jefferson, but when somebodyâs mom calls in and says theyâre worried, Iâm supposed to come out and see if everythingâs okay.â I pulled the parka closer around me. âIf I could just come in and talk to you both for a minute, I could be on my way.â
To my right, the door at the opposite end of the hallway suddenly opened all the way with a bang, and a posse of three men came inside amid a blizzard of profanity and posturing. All of them were layered up with jackets, all of them down with the perp walk. My testicles withdrew into my body as Mrs. Jefferson shut the door on me.
The back door stayed open. The leader of the gang, seeing me, stopped and looked around behind him, then down the hall behind me. âYo, fuck.â
I nodded. ââSup,â I said, dishing back some brilliant repartee. But I turned to face them, standing my ground.
ââSup wiâ this shit?â Theyâd come up close, surrounding me, all intimidation, the usual. The manâs eyes looked a sickly yellow. He hadnât shaved in several days. Or, apparently, brushed his teeth ever.
I looked him in his yellow eyes. âItâs no shit,â I said. I held up my ID. âCPS, guys. Just checkinâ on Keeshiana in here. See sheâs all right.â
The front man took a beat, another look around. He swore again, cocked his head, and the posse moved past. The last man, eschewing his earlier mannerly approach, hawked and spit on the floor at my feet.
Tempted to tell them to have a nice day, I figured there wasnât any advantage in it and instead bit my tongue, then turned and knocked again on the door. âMe again,â I said.
The door opened, no chain this time. âYou some kind of fool or what?â she asked.
I followed her in, the door closed again and bolted behind. It was the kind of apartment Iâd seen on dozens of similar occasions before. Kitchen, living room, two small bedrooms. Neither neat nor clean, with dirty clothes strewn on furniture, paper bags littering the floor, KFC and McDonaldâs containers stacked in piles on end tables and bookshelves that hadnât seen a book in half a century.
Sheâd pulled the blinds and covered most of the windows