stairs. When she got out the back of her T-shirt and shorts were wet and stuck to her body. She made a face and Sam said, âI guess it didnât make a difference.â
She shrugged. âIt was so warm I didnât even realize it, you know?â There were shadows in her cheeks and under her eyes that Sam had never noticed before.
âWere you sick a long time?â
âI guess. More than a week. My brothers got it too.â She came up close to him and grabbed his hand. âHow about you?â
Her hand felt like the skeleton of a bird in his. Sam held it lightly, carefully. âI just got over it.â
She nodded. âI donât think I started it then. âCause, well. You know.â
Samâs heart was thudding in his ears. âYeah,â he offered, âit wasnât you.â
âAre you drunk?â
âI had a beer at Peterâs.â
âDid you smoke it?â
âWhat?â
Suzie hit him on the shoulder. âCome on. Bellaâs my best friend.â
âOh, yeah. Well, yeah.â He coughed. âBellaâs nice.â
âYeah, sheâs really nice. Why do you think sheâs my best friend?â Suzie smirked.
âSo you liked it? Her mom gets some really strong stuff.â
âOh, have you? Before, I mean?â
âWhat do you think?â
Sam shrugged and Suzie laughed without making a sound.âCome on.â She tugged on his hand and before he knew it they were inside her house stumbling down the carpeted stairs to the basement.
He knew where they were going before they got there, and he knew she would get the box out. This time she set it down on the rumpled bedspread and plopped down beside it in her damp shorts and shirt. Sam had the thought that someone would know they had been down there if they saw the stains left behind by her wet clothes, but then Suzie grabbed his hand again and pulled him onto the bed, the box between them.
âGo ahead,â she urged. She leaned back against the wall, her eyes half closed, a dreamy look on her face. âGo ahead and open it.â
The photographs were in the same order as they had been the first time Sam saw them. He searched for something more in the mothersâ faces, but he couldnât see anything. âWhat do you think these are from?â
Suzie exhaled. âI think my father was fucking them and my mother found out.â
At Suzieâs use of the word fuck Sam felt a twinge in his belly. He swallowed hard but it felt like something was caught in his throat. âI donât know, Suzeâ he said, returning the photographs to the box. He had been in the Rossesâ kitchen earlier that evening and Mrs. Ross had given him a Coke. He thought of Mr. Epstein, who worked on Wall Street and made a lot of money. More money, he had heard his father comment to his mother, than probably anyone in the neighborhood.
Sam heard the box drop to the floor and felt Suzieâs hand on his shoulder. She pushed him back and straddled his left leg, her upper body pressed against his so hard he could feel her breasts, and then their mouths were together again. Sam wondered if shethought his chest felt skinny. He brought his arms around her like he had done this every day of his life. Even though they had only been here once before, it already seemed easier.
Suzieâs wet T-shirt stuck to Samâs hands. He searched for a dry place to put them but there was none. He hesitated, but there was no objection from Suzie as his hands found their way under her shirt to her bra strap. His breath caught in his throat as he fumbled with the clasp.
And then all of a sudden Suzie stopped kissing him and rolled off to the side.
âIâm sorry,â Sam said quickly. His voice sounded funny to his ears, rough, like he had been coughing.
Suzie said nothing, and it took Sam a moment to realize she was pulling her shirt above her head and tossing it on the floor.