his 1980 invasion of Iran the âWhirlwind War.â Iâve seen the Israelis twice invading Lebanon and then reinvading the Palestinian West Bank in order, so they claimed, to âpurge the land of terrorism.â I was present as the Algerian military went to war with Islamists for the same ostensible reason, torturing and executing their prisoners with as much abandon as their enemies. Then in 1990 Saddam invaded Kuwait and the Americans sent their armies to the Gulf to liberate the emirate and impose a âNew World Order.â After the 1991 war, I always wrote down the words ânew world orderâ in my notebook followed by a question mark. In Bosnia, I found Serbs fighting for what they called âSerb civilisationâ while their Muslim enemies fought and died for a fading multicultural dream and to save their own lives.
On a mountaintop in Afghanistan, I sat opposite Osama bin Laden in his tent as he uttered his first direct threat against the United States, pausing as I scribbled his words into my notebook by paraffin lamp. âGodâ and âevilâ were what he talked to me about. I was flying over the Atlantic on 11 September 2001âmy plane turned round off Ireland following the attacks on the United Statesâand so less than three months later I was in Afghanistan, fleeing with the Taliban down a highway west of Kandahar as America bombed the ruins of a country already destroyed by war. I was in the United Nations General Assembly exactly a year after the attacks on America when George Bush talked about Saddamâs non-existent weapons of mass destruction, and prepared to invade Iraq. The first missiles of that invasion swept over my head in Baghdad.
The direct physical results of all these conflicts will remainâand should remainâin my memory until I die. I donât need to read through my mountain of reportersâ notebooks to remember the Iranian soldiers on the troop train north to Tehran, holding towels and coughing up Saddamâs gas in gobs of blood and mucus as they read the Koran. I need none of my newspaper clippings to recall the fatherâafter an American cluster-bomb attack on Iraq in 2003âwho held out to me what looked like half a crushed loaf of bread but which turned out to be half a crushed baby. Or the mass grave outside Nasiriyah in which I came across the remains of a leg with a steel tube inside and a plastic medical disc still attached to a stump of bone; Saddamâs murderers had taken their victim straight from the hospital where he had his hip replacement to his place of execution in the desert.
I donât have nightmares about these things. But I remember. The head blasted off the body of a Kosovo Albanian refugee in an American air raid four years earlier, bearded and upright in a bright green field as if a medieval axeman has just cut him down. The corpse of a Kosovo farmer murdered by Serbs, his grave opened by the UN so that he re-emerges from the darkness, bloating in front of us, his belt tightening viciously round his stomach, twice the size of a normal man. The Iraqi soldier at Fao during the IranâIraq War who lay curled up like a child in the gun-pit beside me, black with death, a single gold wedding ring glittering on the third finger of his left hand, bright with sunlight and love for a woman who did not know she was a widow. Soldier and civilian, they died in their tens of thousands because death had been concocted for them, morality hitched like a halter round the warhorse so that we could talk about âtarget-rich environmentsâ and âcollateral damageââthat most infantile of attempts to shake off the crime of killingâand report the victory parades, the tearing down of statues and the importance of peace.
Governments like it that way. They want their people to see war as a drama of opposites, good and evil, âthemâ and âus,â victory or defeat. But war is
Christopher Knight, Alan Butler