dare to move too fast or too obviously for fear that she would show him how keen she was to get away.
âYouâ¦?âhe queried, that disturbing note in his voice deepening worryingly. And he took a step forward, towards her. Pushing her to her feet in a rush.
âPenelope?â
Another voice broke in on them, coming out of the darkness along the shoreline. A male voice; a voice she knew and recognised.
âPenny?â
âJason!â
She would actually have welcomed the arrival of any member of those she privately labelled The Family at this stage of things. But Jason was the only one of Zarekâs stepbrothers who was actually kind to her. Closer to Penny in age than any of the rest of the family, and startlingly handsomeâconventionally good-looking where Zarek had been dark and devastatingâhe had been approachable, even warm and sympathetic from the moment she had arrived on Ithaca as a young, naïve bride.
And it had been Jason who had warned her that Zarekâs marriage plans had been the cold-blooded hunt for a wife who would give him an heir. A fact that Zarek himself had confirmed when sheâd challenged him, asking why heâd proposed to her.
âIsnât it obvious? I couldnât keep my hands off you,â her husband had said. âAnd I knew we would make beautiful babies togetherâand thatâs all that mattered.â
âYou OK, agapiti mou ?â
The term of affection was new, but it was what she needed. It was enough to have her on her feet and swinging round to him, nervous steps taking her towards him in a rush that had her almost tripping over herself on the slipping sand. Like a bird winging home to its nest, she ran straight for Jason, unthinking, hands reaching out to him.
Jason opened his arms too so that she ran into them, almost collapsing up against his hard length and burying her face in the crisp cotton of his shirt. Long arms came round her, holding her tight.
And that was when second and then third thoughts forced themselves into Pennyâs whirling brain, taking the instinctive, mindless fear that had pushed her into movement and pushing it aside, replacing it with a sudden feeling of having made a terrible mistake. Fear of the stranger was one thing, but from Jasonâs reaction he had taken her response to mean much more than she had meant. He was holding her too tight, too close.
Too close for what she really wanted.
âPennyâ¦â
And that tone had altered, putting something new into the use of her name, a thickness she had never heard and certainly wasnât meaning to encourage. The fisherman might have spooked her, twisting her nerves into fearfulresponse, but a sudden slow crawl of unease down her spine gave her the unwanted sense of out of the frying pan and into the fire.
âJasonâ¦â she tried experimentally, aiming to lift her head from where it was pressed against his chest, ease herself away from the limpet grip he had on her.
As she had feared his arms tightened round her, holding her still. Already unsettled by her encounter with the fisherman, and painfully aware of the fact that he must still be watching her, she felt as if her head was about to explode with stress. She didnât want this and if Jason thought he had found the perfect time to make a moveâ¦
Suddenly she knew she had had enough. Enough of this situation, this family. She didnât belong here and she never had. She had always been second best, unwanted and unpopular with Zarekâs stepmother and stepbrothers. And second best to Zarek too.
So why was she so determined to stay here where she wasnât wanted? To cling onto memories that had never really been true, no matter how much she might wish they had. Perhaps if she escaped, she could leave, go home. She could be by herself and try to find another way of living. She could always take Zarek with her in her heart.
And that gave her the perfect way