reluctance."
âMaybe I havenât any friends."
âAnd maybe that is something I should have remedied,â the older woman insisted. âAnd given some dinner parties for young people. Well, itâs never too late to start. Letâs have a party and ask Mr. Addams.â
Anita could hardly suppress a little groan. "Dear,
dear
Miss Speddon, wonât you ever realize that Iâm perfectly happy the way things are? That I have adored being included in your life and taken in by your friends? That I want nothing else? Canât we just go on as we have been?â
But Miss Speddon could be inexorable where she spied a duty she might have shirked. "Certainly not. I must consider your best interests. I stand to some degree
in loco parentis.
"
âOh, altogether! I have no family now but you.â
Miss Speddon frowned. âYou must not say that or even think it. Remember your mother and father.â
âBut theyâre not my mother and father! You know that. They adopted me only because they thought they couldnât have children, and when they did, my sole use was gone. Oh, Iâm not saying they havenât been decent enough; they have, and so have my stepmother and both my stepfathers and all the halfs and steps, but they donât any of them really care about me, and they were tickled pink when you took me over and all my problems. Why canât I adopt somebody, too? I adopt you as my mother!â Then she thought of Miss Speddonâs fortune and blushed very red. âOh, of course, I don't mean anything legal or having to do with rights or anything like that! I mean just here at home. Oh, Miss Speddon, what must you think of me!â
"I think of you as a very dear young woman whom I regard as a kind of ward. I don't in the least mind being entirely frank about legal matters. I shall not leave you any substantial part of my estateâââ
"Oh, Miss Speddon, please!â Anita cried in agony. What kind of a mad day was she having?
"Let me finish, dear. I was raised with very strict principles about inherited money. I believe it is incumbent upon me to leave the bulk of the Speddon money that my grandfather made to his descendants, except to the extent that I may deflect it to charity. Accordingly, I am leaving my collection and two thirds of my Speddon estate to the museum, and one-third to my nephew and niece. As the latter are very well off, this should satisfy them. But I also have the money that I call âmy own,â the much more modest estate that my mother left me.
She
had no other descendants, so with this I may provide for friends and servants, including you, my dear. It is no fortune that Iâll be leaving you, but it should keep you decently, and I shall request the museum to retain you to look after my things.â
Anita burst into tears. "I donât want to live after you!â
âBut you will, my dear, and I trust youâll have a long and happy life. And as you choose to regard me as a mother, I think you should heed my advice. Which is this: do not rule out the idea of marriage. Keep an open mind. If the right man comes alongââ
Anita could bear it no longer. âIf you mean Mark Addams, I think you should know he has no thoughts of me in that line. He has a long-standing affair with a lawyer in Mr. Claverackâs firm."
"A lawyer?â Miss Speddonâs lips were pursed to a small
o
of surprise and distaste.
âI think youâve actually met her.â
"Oh, a woman. For a moment I thought you meant ... We have to be ready for anything these days. But these liaisons must be expected of young men. They don't last forever."
"But this one seems quite permanent. They'll probably get married. And even if they donât, I have no interest like that in Mark. Let us not talk about him, please. And I promise you that Iâll keep an open mind about marriage. There! Will that do? Now, why donât you tell