all over, and two of them, plainclothes guys with big hands and sharp questions, came over to talk to me.
I took them back to my workshop, to show them where I was looking from and what I could see, and besides, why have the cops getting Evelyn all worked up and everything? She wouldnât have seen anything anywayâI could see the light from the television in the living room when I was on the phone, and once sheâs sunk deep into the TV, thereâs not much thatâs going to get her attention short of another world war.
The cops wanted to know a lot of stuff, like the make of the car and what the guy was wearing, but they just sort of stopped when I said, âItâs the Collins kid from Superior Pizza,â and after that it was like they werenât even taking notes anymore. It was almost as if they were deflated or something, as if they were working up to solve a case that turned out to be all too easy in the end.
After the cops walked back across the street, I went into the house to tell her, ready for her to think that I did the right thing, but also that I could have done it a little quicker. Theyâd got the lights all set up at 35 McKay like it was a movie set or something, so bright that the edges of the window ledges on the front of the house were casting sharp shadows as dark as smudges of soot. Grown men down on their hands and knees, sifting through the snow like kids playing in the sandbox, with their cars shunted in next to the curb even though weâre on a snow route and thereâs not supposed to be any parking there anyway. Cops make their own rules when they want to. Itâs supposed to be a tow-away zoneânot that theyâll be towed awayâand the plows will end up making a mess of the whole street because of it.
Evelyn was in her chair in the living room, like always. Bob Barker and The Price Is Right is her favourite, and she was watching it on the Edmonton station. Thank God for cable.
I canât stand that show, but sheâs been watching since before Barkerâs hair turned white, and sheâs settled away in there like she always is, her chair almost square in front of the television, the sound up on bust. The worldâs not right now, not with Price Is Right on all hours of the day and night. With the different time zones, you could be watching the afternoon soaps right up until you go to bed, and watching them all over again the moment you got up. Itâs just not the way itâs supposed to be, thatâs all I can say.
She didnât even hear me come in, and I could see the white hair on the back of her head, the hair on the top lit by the changing colours of the television, and her hand still flicking the switch back and forth, back and forth, and I knew that out in the shed it must look like some kind of carnival show, only the one light left in the place and it keeps going on and off, on and off, like a ringing phone that no one ever picks up. And all at once I think back to the shed, of how I must have been silhouetted there, that flashing light drawing attention the way flashing lights always do. A bald, bent old man, caught in the act of lifting up a corner of a curtain like some nosy spinster aunt. And I realized that the Collins kid probably should have known that I could see him out there.
Evelynâs legs arenât as strong as they wereâsometimes her knees just buckle and she goes down in slow motion, her housecoat out all around her like the petals of a flower, her muscles trying to take the weight and just fading away. So I help her up and down the hall, like to the bathroom or the bedroomâthe house is all on one level, at least thereâs that, and I think like I always do that weâre like the blind leading the blind.
Except sheâs not blind at all, she can see as well as anyone. She just canât speak is all, and hasnât since the strokeâI imagine the words are all in there,