been London, except for the mailboxes on stilts and the length of
the cars. At a crossing near a furniture store they were halted by three men in yellow
oilskins diverting the traf fic. Ahead, black smoke curled into the sky.
Harold swore and reversed into a side street. He said there was a
disturbance downtown. Following the assassination of Martin Luther King Jr, there were riots
all over the States. Being so close to Washington, Baltimore was particularly affected. âThe
negroes arenât putting up with it any more,â he said. âTheyâve had enough.â
âWhere I was born,â Rose told him, âthere were lots of coloured
people. We never really noticed them.â
She was taken aback by Haroldâs apartment. Having only films to go
on, she was not prepared for the drabness of his sitting room. It had a naked bulb hanging
from the high ceiling and a sofa draped in a yellow blanket. Above the electric fire,
propped on a shelf, was a dull picture of a house on a hill. The wall behind the cooker was
spattered with fat.
âItâs very cosy,â she said.
âNot a word Iâd use,â he said.
She wanted to lie down, anywhere, preferably on the floor. The sofa
she sat on had something harsh thrusting through the blanket. âPlease,â she begged, âI must
rest,â but he insisted she should eat something first. She didnât know him well enough to
argue.
It took him time to grill the meat. When he peeled the onions he
mopped his watery eyes with his fingers, and then wiped them on the front of his trousers.
Everything he did was slow and measured, as though he was sleepwalking. She had to keep
talking because he hardly ever spoke, and how could she remain silent in this strangerâs
room, a stranger who had paid out so much money to bring her here? She asked him
questionsâhow long had he lived in this house, how much did the flat cost? In the
circumstances, it was absurd she knew so little about his life.
Usually, with a few words, she provoked conversation, but not this
time. The only thing that aroused a response was when she wanted to know if heâd always
travelled a lot. Thatâs when he told her heâd gone to Chicago a month past to look for Dr.
Wheeler. He hadnât found him, of course, because her letter informing him that Wheeler had
moved to Washington had arrived too late.
Again she apologised, squirming on the uncomfortable sofa.
âYou needing the bathroom?â Harold asked. âItâs through there.â
When she stood, she noticed him look at her legs, quickly and away
again, not boldly.
The bathroom was tiled and none too clean. There was a torn curtain
of plastic slung sideways from the bath. The tub, similar to the one she used in Kentish
Town, stood on cast-iron legs, old and rusted. Judging from the state of the toilet bowl,
Americans didnât know about Vim. Which was funny seeing the way Harold, the evening she had
invited him in for a coffee, had rubbed his finger across her bedside table and commented on
the grime.
Heâd been staying with her friends Polly and Bernard, and sheâd
been asked round for dinner to make a foursome. She hadnât really wanted to go because of
the name Grasse, which she reckoned sounded German. While she was still at school her class
had been marched in crocodile to the Philharmonic Hall to watch a film to do with British
soldiers tidying up a concentration camp. There were bulldozers raking up funny scarecrows
and tipping them into pits. Later, Mavis, the head prefect, said they were dead bodies.
Nobody could possibly be friendly with a Jerry, not when one knew what had happened to the
Jews. But then Polly told her Washington Harold was himself Jewish, so that made it all
right.
After the meal, it was suggested that Harold should escort her
home; the road past the bread factory