hall, misguessed a corner and cracked his ankle.
He was twelve years old then, and six foot four.
A librarian is bound by many ethics no one else understands. For instance: in the patron file was Jamesâs library card application,with his address and phone number and motherâs signature. But it was wrong, I felt, to look up the address of a patron for personal reasons, by which I mean my simple nosiness. Delinquent patrons, yes; a twenty-dollar bill used as a bookmark in a returned novel, certainly. But we must protect the privacy of our patrons, even from ourselves.
Iâd remained pure in this respect for a while, but finally pulled the application. I noted that James had been six when he had gotten his card, five years before; I hadnât even seen Brewsterville yet. He had written his name in square crooked lettersâprobably heâd held the pen with both hands. But it was a document completed by a child and therefore faulty: heâd written the name of the street, but not the number. If Iâd been on duty, such sloppiness would never have passed.
I decided I could telephone his mother for library purposes, as long as I was acting as librarian and not as a nosy stranger. The broken ankle promised to keep him home for a few weeks. I called up Mrs. Sweatt and offered to bring over books.
âIâll pick them up,â she said.
âItâs no bother, and Iâd like to wish James well.â
âNo,â she said. âDonât trouble yourself.â
âI just said itâs no trouble.â
âListen, Peggy,â she said. That she knew my Christian name surprised me. There was a long pause while I obeyed her and listened. Finally she said, âI canât do too much for Jim. But I can pick up his books and I intend to.â
So of course I resigned myself to that. I agreed with her; there was little she could do for him. Every Fridayâhis usual dayâI wondered whether James would come in. Instead, Mrs. Sweatt arrived with her big purse, and I stamped her books with a date three weeks in the future. Mostly she insisted on titles of her own choosingâshe seemed determined that James read all of Mark Twain during his convalescenceâbut she always asked for at least one suggestion. I imagined that it was my books he really read, my choices that came closest to what he wanted. Iâd sent
Worlds in Collision
by Immanuel Velikovsky;
Mistress Mashamâs Repose
byT. H. White;
Hiroshima
. Mrs. Sweatt was always saying, âAnd something else like this,â waving the book Iâd personally picked out the week before.
âHowâs James?â I asked her.
âFine.â She examined the bindings of a row of books very closely, her head tilted to a hunched shoulder for support.
âHowâs the ankle?â
âComing along.â
âNot healed yet?â
She scratched her chin, then rucked up the back of her skirt like a five-year-old and scratched her leg. âHeâs still keeping off it,â she said. âAmbrose Bierce. Do we have any Ambrose Bierce?â
I looked up the card for the magic book; James had not been in for three months. Surely an ankle would knit back together in that time. Maybe Mrs. Sweatt was keeping James from the library, had forbidden him to come. It wouldnât be the first time. A certain sort of mother is terrified by all the libraryâs possibilities. Before he was homebound, James faithfully renewed
Magic for Boys and Girls
every three weeks. Perhaps his mother didnât like itâperhaps she thought sleight of hand was too close to black magicâand so heâd filed it between his mattress and box spring. But I couldnât accuse Mrs. Sweatt; though she projected fragility, I suspected she wouldnât crack under the harshest of cross-examinations.
I was meddlesome myself: I decided to cut off Jamesâs supply of interesting books. He was one of my favorite