everything. Lightly kissing his cheek, she took his arm. âShall we walk a little way? Out to the terrace perhaps? Youâre feeling well enough?â
âI am feeling very well,â he told her.
As they walked, he could feel the spring in her step. âDo you think Charlotte looked charming?â she asked.
âVery charming.â
âShe fussed so, you know,â Octavia mused. âAbout the veil, the dress. But then, she was always quite unlike Louisa.â She turned to him. âLouisaâs coming-out gown, do you recall, dear? And the pink ball gown, all in silk.â
âI do indeed.â It had cost him an absolute fortune.
âYou would think that I had been dragging Charlotte across the Styx when we went to the dressmakers,â Octavia laughed. âBut she will look back on it with pleasure.â
He doubted that.
âYou did terribly well today,â she said quietly. âThe new car was a delightful touch. A Silver Ghost at that! It was splendid. I recall the days when you would have thought a barouche much more the thing.â
âI am trying to be modern,â he replied.
âAnd succeeding beautifully.â
God, he wished that she were not so happy. Pretty complimentsflew from her. He would much rather have had her silence, even the unendurable silences they once had together at Rutherford. He would have rather had her expressionless face at dinner than to dine alone, as he often did now.
He stopped walking; she looked at him inquiringly. âShall you come to Rutherford?â he asked.
She paused, evidently considering. âAre you going back there?â
âThis week.â
âThen I shall come the week after,â she told him. âThere is something that I want to talk to you about.â
William frowned. âNot that subject.â
âNo, dear. Not that subject.â
She had suggested a divorce last year, when Gould had suddenly reappeared at Rutherford after Mary and Nashâs wedding. A matter of hours merely, and she had been packing her bags. âI thought him dead,â she had said simply. âSo did the world. So did you. But he survived the
Lusitania
. Donât tell me that you didnât hope he would never come back, William. But he is here, and thereâs an end to it.â She had turned a calm, serene face to him. âYou may divorce me if you wish.â
He had denied her. He would not see their name dragged through the court to the accompaniment of the horrific scandal that would ensue. More importantly, he would neverânever, neverâlet her marry Gould. Dally they might . . . play the lovebirds. Even live together in their outrageous sin. Heâd thought, when Gould had left two years ago, that sheâd turned her face from her lover. Ridiculous in his hopes. But he would retain the reins, however slackly, in his hand. And one day she would come back, when Gould tired of her.
He was living for that day.
Octavia reached up and drew down one of the cherry blossom bows. âSuch a dreary spring weâve had,â she murmured. âIâm glad the sun shone a little today.â
âWhat subject, then?â he asked. âWhat subject are you coming to Rutherford to discuss?â He narrowed his eyes. âWhere is Gould?â
âAt home,â she told him. âPreparing to go to France.â
âWhat for?â William felt furiously irritated that she referred to the little Chelsea love nest as âhome.â
She gave him an indulgent smile. âYou know full well,â she said. âAmerica is coming to the war. He is going to Arras. The push thatâs going on. So that he can report back to his New York newspaper. âIn the teeth of battle, the true picture of war, how we are neededâ . . . all that.â Her voice had traces of sarcasm and anxiety. âHe says he will try to find Harry to speak to