actually didn’t like the onions or pickles herself but the sandwich was a perfectly balanced diet. Discarding any of it was upsetting that balance and she wouldn’t be getting all of the vitamins and minerals she needed. She didn’t know how Brenda could so blithely play with her health! “Yes, I do. I don’t know why, but I just have this feeling ….” “What did you do?” Carly felt her face reddening again. “I asked Trude to research it for me and find out who the contributors were.” Brenda stared at her. “Oh my fucking god! You didn’t!” Brenda’s reaction sent a shaft of alarm through Carly and she felt the color leave her face. “I was careful,” she said somewhat resentfully. “I’m sure the computer didn’t suspect.” “You’re pretty convinced you raised red flags or you wouldn’t have made that comment,” Brenda said tightly. “Why didn’t you just ask me?” Carly sighed gustily. “It was impulse.” “It was a bad one! I wouldn’t be a bit surprised if you didn’t make the list!” There is was—the mythological list again! “Oh come on!” Carly said testily. “Just for asking the computer to tell me who the contributors were?” Brenda stared at her a long moment and finally shook her head. “Carly … I know you don’t really believe a lot of the things I told you, but it just isn’t safe to be … ‘different’, to let the government know that you haven’t accepted everything you’ve been told without question. It’s the questions that get people removed.” An icy finger of dread traced a path down Carly’s spine. “You don’t believe those stories?” she said doubtfully. “It’s just … stories to make children behave.” Anger flickered across Brenda’s features but she tamped it. She shook her head. “Do you really think you can afford to dismiss it as pure nonsense? I know for a fact that it’s true.” Carly’s eyes widened. “Seriously?” “I’m dead serious. My cousin disappeared.” She glanced around uneasily. “And I know of at least three other tribe members that did.” Her face crumpled. “And my brother was killed in a freak accident.” Carly felt her jaw drop. Her uneasiness had intensified considerably but at that comment, sympathy crept in. “I’m so sorry! How could that happen? What happened?” She immediately regretted that her shock had led her to ask such a thing when she could see Brenda was upset. Brenda shrugged. “Nobody knows. He was doing some kind of research—on the side. He’d been assigned to work on dimension technology, but he had a theory he was working on that wasn’t ‘sanctioned’. He never told me what it was because the transmissions to earth are always monitored, you know, but he hinted at something and I think it was enough of a hint to get him killed.” Shock rolled through Carly again, but this time doubts crept in. “You’re saying … you’re suggesting ….” She couldn’t even say the word. “Murder.” Carly dropped the remains of her sandwich on her plate, feeling nausea wash through her. “Brenda ….” “You don’t believe me,” Brenda said tightly. “It’s not that …. It’s just ….” “Unbelievable.” Brenda seemed to wrestle with herself. “You’re right. It’s probably just grief.” Dismay settled in Carly. She could almost see a wall developing between them. “Don’t be that way! Please! I’m just having a hard time with this, Bren.” Brenda stared at her for a moment and seemed to relax fractionally. “I’m just trying to tell you to be careful. Why don’t you let me get a friend of mine to get that information for you? It’ll be safer.” “I already asked Trude,” Carly reminded her. “So pretend you forgot all about it and don’t prompt for the report. It’ll look better. My friend can get it without raising red flags.” Relieved that Brenda seemed willing to overlook her doubts, Carly smiled. “You don’t