worried the hard-core zealots among the Alchemists would do something terrible to Sydney if she was ever caught. It was why Zoe shadowing her had made everything so dangerous lately.
âBecause itâs Sydney,â said Eddie from the backseat. In the rearview mirror, I could see an easy smile on his face, though there was a perpetual sharpness in his eyes as he scanned the world for danger. He and Neil had been trained by the guardians, the dhampir organization of badasses that protected the Moroi. âGiving one hundred percent to a task is slacking for her.â
Zoe shook her head, not as amused as the rest of us. âItâs just a stupid class. She only needs to pass.â
No
, I thought.
She needs to learn.
Sydney didnât just eat up knowledge for the sake of her vocation. She did it because she loved it. And what she wouldâve loved more than anything was to lose herself in the academic throes of college, where she could learn anything she wanted. Instead, sheâd been born into her family job, jumping when the Alchemists ordered her to new assignments. Sheâd already graduated from high school but treated this second senior year as seriously as the first, eager to learn whatever she could.
Someday, when this is all over, and Jill is safe, weâll run away from everything.
I didnât know where, and I didnât know how, but Sydney would figure out those logistics. Sheâd escape the Alchemistsâ hold and become Dr. Sydney Sage, PhD, while I . . . well, did something.
I felt a small hand on my arm and glanced briefly down to see Jill looking sympathetically up at me, her jade-colored eyes shining. She knew what I was thinking, knew about the fantasies I often spun. I gave her a wan smile back.
We drove across town, then to the outskirts of Palm Springs to the home of Clarence Donahue, the only Moroi foolish enough to live in this desert until my friends and I had shown up last fall. Old Clarence was kind of a crackpot, but he was a nice enough one whoâd welcomed a ragtag group of Moroi and dhampirs and allowed us to use his feeder/housekeeper. Moroi donât have to kill for blood like Strigoi do, but we do need it at least a couple times a week. Fortunately, there are plenty of humans in the world happy to provide it in exchange for a life spent on the endorphin high brought on by a vampire bite.
We found Clarence in the living room, sitting in his massive leather chair and using a magnifying glass to read some ancient book. He looked up at our entrance, startled. âHere on a Thursday! What a nice surprise.â
âItâs Friday, Mr. Donahue,â said Jill gently, leaning down to kiss his cheek.
He regarded her fondly. âIs it? Werenât you just here yesterday? Well, no matter. Dorothy, Iâm sure, will be happy to accommodate you.â
Dorothy, his aging housekeeper, looked very accommodating. Sheâd hit the jackpot when Jill and I arrived in Palm Springs. Older Moroi donât drink as much blood as young ones, and while Clarence could still provide an occasional high, frequent visits from Jill and me provided a near-constant one for her.
Jill hurried over to Dorothy. âCan I go now?â The older woman nodded eagerly, and the two of them left the room for more private accommodations. A look of distaste crossed Zoeâs face, though she said nothing. Seeing her expression and the way she sat far away from everyone else was so like Sydney in the old days, I almost smiled.
Angeline was practically bouncing up and down on the couch. âWhatâs for dinner?â She had an unusual southern accent from growing up in a rural mountain community of Moroi, dhampirs, and humans who were the only ones I knew of that freely lived together and intermarried. Everyone else in their respective races regarded them with a kind of mingled horror and fascination. As appealing as that openness was, living with them had