as a smile played on my lips. Even though I had just suggested it, I knew Iâd never tell the prince about Officer Woodwork. I wasnât sure why, but I knew Iâd keep him to myself.
The creak of the door opening jerked me awake, and I stood up instantly, pulling Maxonâs coat over my shoulders.
A guard walked in and didnât bother looking me in the eye. âHands out.â
Iâd gotten so used to everyone adding âmissâ to their sentences when they spoke to me that it took me a second to respond. Luckily, this guard didnât seem to be in the mood to punish me for my slowness. I placed my arms in front of me, and he shackled them in heavy chains. When he let the chains fall, my body lurched down a bit with them.
âWalk,â he ordered, and I followed him into the hallway.
Carter was already out there, and he looked awful. His clothes were even dirtier than mine, and he seemed to be having a hard time standing upright. But the instant he saw me, his face lit up with a smile like fireworks, causing a gash on his lip to reopen and bleed. I gave him a tiny smile before the guards started leading us toward the stairs at the end of the hall.
Based on our trips to the safe rooms, I knew there were more passages in the palace than anyone might suspect. Last night we were taken to our cells via a door Iâd alwaysassumed was a linen closet, and we took that same path now to the first floor.
When we reached the landing, the guard leading us turned around and barked a single word. âStay.â
Carter and I stood behind the half-opened door, waiting to be escorted to our humiliating and painful punishment.
âIâm sorry,â he whispered. I looked up at him, and even with his bleeding lip and messy hair, all I saw was the boy who insisted on taking me to the hospital wing, the boy who brought me flowers.
âIâm not,â I replied as forcefully as I could.
In an instant, every stolen moment weâd shared flashed through my mind. I saw all the times our eyes had met and quickly turned away; all the times Iâd made a point to stand or sit somewhere in a room if I knew he was nearby; every wink heâd given me when Iâd walked in for dinner; every quiet giggle Iâd let out as I passed him in a hall.
Weâd pieced together a relationship around all our obligations to the palace, and if I had been walking to my death today, Iâd have done my best to take the past month for what it was and be satisfied. I had found my soul mate. I knew it. And there was too much love in my heart to leave room for regret.
âWeâll be okay, Marlee,â Carter promised. âWhatever happens after today, Iâll take care of you.â
âAnd Iâll take care of you.â
Carter leaned down to kiss me, but the guards stopped him. âEnough!â one snapped at us.
Finally the door was opened all the way, and Carter was pulled forward ahead of me. Morning sun flooded in through the palace doors, and I had to turn my eyes to the ground to bear it. But as disorienting as the brightness was, the deafening shouts from the throngs of people waiting to see the spectacle were worse. As we emerged outside, I squinted up and noticed an area of special seating set aside. I was heartbroken to spot America and May in the very front row. After a pull from the guard nearly made me fall, I looked up again, searching for my parents, praying they were already gone.
My prayers went unanswered.
I knew Maxon was too kind to do this. If he had tried to get me out of this punishment altogether, then it couldnât have been his idea to make my mom and dad watch it firsthand. I didnât want anger to take up any room in my heart, but I knew who was responsible for this, and an ember of hatred burned inside me for the king.
Suddenly Maxonâs coat was ripped from my shoulders, and I was pushed to my knees in front of a wooden block. The metal