sorted through his things. Merely packed them up.â Heâd had both his trunk and Albertâs placed in the bedchamber that had been his when he visited. To be gone through later. âPerhaps Iâll find a letter he penned that can provide some answers.â A letter possibly unfinished that would tear at his gut. Death left much undone.
âHave you contemplated,â Ashe began slowly, tapping his finger against his half-Âempty glass, âthat you are going to have to abstain completely from any sexual encounters? Considering your past and your appetites, thatâs going to create quite the challenge, which I honestly donât know if youâre up to meeting. But should she hear of you fornicating about, thinking it was Albert being unfaithful to her, that could very well cause her to lose the babe.â
âI considered that and I plan to be as chaste as a monk.â He released a self-Âdeprecating laugh. âIt might not be as hard as you imagine. None of my previous conquests were here today. And some of them were ladies.â Heâd noticed their absence, along with the absence of tears. Not a single one shed for Edward. Christ, attending oneâs own funeral was an incredibly humbling experience.
âEdwardâÂâ
âGreyling,â Edward said, cutting off Locke. âIf my ruse is to have any chance at all of succeeding, you must both acknowledge me as the Earl of Greyling, call me either Greyling or Grey, as you did Albert when it wasnât only us about. Except now you must do it even when weâre alone. Lest you slip when weâre not.â And he needed to stop thinking of himself as Edward. In manner, thought, and deed, he had to become the Earl of Greyling. At least until Julia delivered the heir.
Then he would be obliged to do what he did best: give her another reason to hate him by revealing the truth, breaking her heart, and shattering her world.
Chapter 2
I n death, it seemed Edward Alcott was accomplishing what heâd not been able to in life: He was causing Julia to lose Albert. Since his return, Albert seemed to welcome any excuse not to be in her company. She despised that she was experiencing petty jealousy toward a dead man because all of her husbandâs focus was on him, that sheâd begun to doubt herself and question her husbandâs love for her.
She rather wished now that she hadnât encouraged him to go, to take one last trip with Edward, but she knew how much heâd enjoyed traveling before she came into his life. Bless him, heâd always sensed how much she worried that something awful might happen while he was away, so heâd curtailed his exploits, which had created a fissure between the brothers. Sheâd thought the trip would do them all a world of good, might make Edward more accepting of her. It was no secret among the aristocracy that they didnât quite approve of each other. It saddened her that theyâd not been on good terms when he parted this earth.
Suddenly she became aware of a hand closing around hers on her lap and squeezing.
âWhere have your thoughts gone?â Minerva asked.
Tea had been prepared and brought to them, but it had grown cold with neither of them touching it. âMy apologies. Iâm being an awful hostess.â
âPosh. Under the circumstances, you shouldnât feel as though you need to be a hostess at all. You looked so sad just then. I think itâs more than the funeral or Edwardâs death thatâs troubling you. Iâm here to listen if you want to talk.â
It seemed at once a betrayal and a weakness to voice her doubts, but perhaps anotherâs perspective could shed some light. âAlbertâs not been quite himself since he returned.â
âNo doubt grief taking its toll,â Minerva assured her.
âThatâs what Iâve been telling myself. But heâs been so distant, offering and
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