box that held the Earl of Greyling. âSheâll think worse of me than she already does. I expect sheâll attack me with the handiest object that can inflict a mortal wound. And sheâll be devastated, her heart will be crushed, and her life will go dark.â
âWhich is the very reason you must tell her now before you take this deception any further.â
âNo.â
âThen I bloody well will,â Ashe said, heading for the door.
Darting in front of him just as he reached for the latch, Edward cut him off. âTouch that door and Iâll lay you flat.â
Ashe glared at him. âI refuse to let you do this.â
âYou may be of the higher rank and older, but this matter does not concern you.â
Shaking his head, Ashe squared his jaw. âIt bloody well does concern us. Locke, inform him that heâs a fool and cannot do this.â
âUnfortunately, I agree with him.â
Clearly stunned, Ashe twisted around. The man whom heâd mistakenly believed to be his ally sat with one hip perched on the edge of the desk, glass of scotch in hand. âYou donât think this is a bad idea?â
âIâm convinced itâs the worst idea an Englishman has had since one decided to go crusading. But heâs correct. Itâs not our business, and we donât have a say in the matter.â
âYou might not care about Julia, but I do.â
âBut if Edward has the right of it and telling her causes her to lose the babe, the last gift Albert will ever bestow upon her, how will you feel then?â
Asheâs shoulders slumping slightly, he stepped back. âI loved Albert like a brother.â
âBut like a brother is not the same as being a brother,â Locke said. âNot to mention neither of us was there when Albert drew his last. We didnât hear his final words nor did we witness the desperation that might have laced them.â
Be me, heâd gasped. Be me. Edward had never realized how much power two small words, four letters, could hold.
âDo you have to always be so bloody logical?â Ashe asked.
Locke raised his glass. âI wouldnât complain if I were you. My being logical contributed to you gaining your wife.â
Shaking his head, Ashe turned his attention back to Edward. âHave you truly thought this through? How far along is she? Somewhere between seven and eight months? Youâre looking at several weeks of pretending to love Julia when the two of you have never gotten along, when all of London knows you can hardly stand to be in the same room with her,â he said, getting to the crux of what he surely believed was the challenge Edward had set for himself.
If only it was that uncomplicated. After that blasted, ill-Âconceived kiss in the garden years ago, sheâd never taken kindly to him, had barely tolerated his presence. Not that he blamed her. During the intervening years, his behavior had been less than exemplary. âI have considered it from every angle.â
Balling his hands into fists, Ashe scowled. âI can see nothing but disaster on the horizon if you follow this course.â
âDisaster on the horizon I can deal with when it arrives. My concern presently is avoiding disaster before the babe arrives. I know it wonât be easyâÂthe past ten days have been horrendous, trying to behave around her as Albert would, and I know Iâve not managed completely because she studies me as though Iâm a puzzle with a piece that doesnât quite fit. So far, I believe, Julia has kindly chalked my odd behavior and requests for solitude up to my grief. Yet I know I canât use that excuse much longer, so I need to know what gave me away. How did you deduce it was me and not Albert wandering around today?â
âI donât know that I can help you with this,â Ashe said. âDeceit does not sit well with me.â
âAnd you think it