Her voice broke. âNow will you let me go?â she said with a sob, and stood there panting.
Amabel got up, fairer than Daphne and a head taller.
âDaphne, do control yourself.â
âWill you let me go, then?â
âMy dear, I canât.â There was a weary finality in the tone.
Scenes with Daphne were exhausting. They meant blow after blow upon the tender places of her heartâthe pressure of a harder and more relentless nature than her own. She felt bruised, and very tired. But what could she do? This time Daphne was asking the impossible.
âYou mean you wonât,â said Daphne on a low note that shook with pain and rage. âYou wonât do it. Itâs my one chance, and you wonât give it to me. Canât you understand that I love Jimmy? Or doesnât it mean anything to you? After all, why should it? You simply donât understand. You gave up your own love affair pretty easily; didnât you? And I suppose you think that everyoneâs the sameâbut theyâre notâIâm not.â
âDaphne, stop!â said Amabel in quite a new voice. But Daphne went on:
âYou gave up the man you were in love with, and married my father. I suppose Grandpapa and Grandmamma told you toâhe was Grandpapaâs friend and about the same age, wasnât he? Well, you couldnât have cared much, thatâs all I can say.â
Amabel stood rigid. The blows had never been so hard as this before.
âDaphne,â she said with white lips that hardly moved, and in a voice which did not rise above a whisper. âDaphne, who told you all this nonsense?â
âAgatha told meâso I suppose itâs true.â
Daphne was a little frightened now, but still defiant. After all, she hadnât said anything very dreadful. It was absurd of Amabel to look like that. The anger, the buffeting emotion, ebbed slowly, imperceptibly; its place was taken by an odd embarrassment.
After a silence which seemed to last a long time, Amabel moved. Crossing the room, she began to fold up the orange curtains. She folded them very carefully, and put them away in the corner cupboard. Then she came back to the window seat and sat down. She did not look at Daphne, but said gently:
âSit down, Daffy.â
And, still in the grip of that odd embarrassment, Daphne obeyed. Amabel looked at her then. The scarlet colour was gone from her cheeks; her face was white, her mouth sulky, her eyes hard and very blue.
âYou know, Daphne,â said Amabel, âyou donât think. If you thought, you wouldnât say things like thatâat least, I hope you wouldnât.â She saw the sulky look deepen, and tried again. âDaffy, you were talking nonsense just now; but itâs the sort of nonsense that hurts. I donât know what Agatha said to you, but I want you to know the truth. Itâs not right that you should thinkââ She broke off and waited for a moment. Her hands held one another tightly. âIâm sorry Agatha said anything. She oughtnât to have said anything. Itâsâitâs all very simple really. You donât remember your father; but other people remember him still, you know, Daffy. If he couldnât leave you money, he left you a very distinguished name. I used to think him the most wonderful person in the world. When he came in in the evenings and talked to my father, I used to listen and think how wonderful he was. Then, when I was seventeen, he stopped coming. I couldnât understand whyâheâd always been there, and we all loved him so much. I fretted dreadfully. Then one day my mother told me that he didnât come because he felt it wiser to stay away for a time. She said he felt that he was getting too fond of me, and that I must be sensible, and make things easy for him and for them all. I donât know what I said, or what I didâI was too happy. It seemed too
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