age. Even better. And those big brown eyes will grab the ladies every time.â
He wore the coat of a policeman. True, it was torn and filthy. It had no buttons. And his pants and shoes did not look like policeman pants and shoes. Still, my mother always told me the militsiya âs job is to help.
âIâm lost,â I said. âAnd Iâm hungry.â
He squinted through the smoke. âSo?â
âI need to find my mother. Sheâs worried about me.â
He spat something dirty onto the ground. âWhat do I look like, a policeman?â
âYes, you do. My mother always told me to ask a policeman for help if I got lost. So I am asking you.â I gave him my best smile.
The girl named Yula howled. âRudy, militsiya !â
The others took up her chant. âRudy, militsiya ! Rudy, militsiya !â
I turned to Tanya. âPlease,â I said. âTake me to your home. Your mother will understand.â
She nestled in close to Rudyâs side. He draped one arm across her shoulders. With the other, he swept his arm wide, taking in the soaring arches, the grimy pillars, and the dirty, tattered children. Some followed passengers off the train, begging, while others were asleep on the cold, hard floor, their arms outstretched, palms up, begging even in sleep.
âDo you see any mothers here?â he asked. âDo you?â
I looked from Rudyâs cruel gray eyes, to Tanya. She leaned her head on Rudyâs shoulder, her eyes filled with pity. âWe have no mothers, Mish. This is our home.â
âHereâs what weâre going to do,â Tanya said, leading me up the long stairs to the world above the underground. âWeâre going to say youâre my little brother. My sick little brother. And we need money to buy you medicine.â
I frowned. âThatâs a lie. Iâm not your little brother. My mother told me to always tell the truth.â
Tanya sighed. âHavenât you ever played pretend, Mish?â
I nodded, although I had never played pretend with anyone else.
âSo thatâs what weâre doing. Weâre pretending weâre brother and sister and youâre sick. I bet youâre real good at pretending to be sick.â
I clutched my stomach and moaned.
âGood! Good!â she said, clapping her hands. âNow letâs hear you cough.â
I hacked and spat. âLike that?â I asked.
She hugged me to her. âJust like that,â she said.
âAnd if Iâm really good at pretending, will you help me find my mother?â
She mussed my hair. âSure, Mishka.â
So there on the streets of The City, on a cold fall day, Iperformed. I clutched and moaned and coughed and spat. I squeezed tears from my eyes while Tanya grasped at the people, all the people hurrying by. âPlease help us,â sheâd say, plucking at a coat sleeve, a string bag. âMy little brother is sick! We need money for medicine.â
Most dropped coins in her outstretched hand without bothering to stop. Soon the coins clink clinked in her coat pocket.
One man shoved a bill in her hand and said, âGet him a coat, for Godâs sake.â
One woman gave us both a yellow balloon with a ribbon on it.
No one asked where our mother was.
By afternoon, I was too hungry to play pretend. âWe have plenty of money now to eat whatever we want,â I said.
Tanya jingled the coins in her pocket. âWe donât use money for food , silly,â she said. âWe use it to make us happy.â
âFood will make me very happy,â I pointed out.
âWe steal food,â she said. âItâs easy enough.â
My mouth dropped open. I stepped back, shaking my head. âI canât steal. Stealing is wrong.â
âWho says?â Tanya shrugged.
âMy mother says.â
Her eyes blazed. She slapped the side of my face. âWake up, Mish. Do you see your