sexual nature.
In those dreams, she felt Andrewâs smooth lips against her mouth, her throat and her breast, and his touch heated her body to a boiling point. When she awakened, usually right before full consummation, she was filled with an ache that brought tears to her eyes.
The ache was never simply physical. That Sylvie could easily have handled. The intense longing for the man sheâd lovedâthat was not so easily put aside. Those vivid dreams would drag her down and wreak havoc on her emotions for several days until she became strong enough to put her focus back on the here and now.
If sheâd learned one thing from thirteen years with an addict mother and subsequent years in foster care, it was that sometimes just getting through each day was a victory.
âYour friend is really hot.â Josie sidled up beside Sylvie and slipped her arm through hers. She took a sip of her margarita and slanted a sideways glance. âWhy is it you never told me about him?â
Seeing the speculative gleam in her friendâs eyes, Sylvie dropped the burger to her plate and waved away the question with a careless hand. âThe only hot man we should be discussing tonight is your fiancé.â
A softness filled Josieâs eyes as her gaze strayed to linger on the lean dark-haired man currently speaking with Josieâs father. She gave a little laugh. âDid you ever imagine me with a neurosurgeon?â
âI recall you saying once that I should slap you silly if you ever so much as gave any doctor a second glance.â That conversation had taken place shortly after she and Josie became friends. âThen all of a sudden youâre dating Noah. Now youâre going to marry the guy.â
âWhat can I say? The heart wants what it wants.â Josieâs tone waxed philosophical. âI canât imagine my life without him, Syl. I just overlook that heâs a doctor.â
Sylvie chuckled, even as an ache filled her heart. When she was with Andrew, sheâd done her best to ignore that her boyfriend was not only a doctor but a zillionaire heir to OâShea Sports.
Sheâd been fooling herself, thinking a mutt from the wrong side of the tracks could be a good match with a Boston purebred.
âWhatâs the matter?â Josieâs hand settled on Sylvieâs shoulder, the touch as gentle as her voice. âTell me.â
Almost immediately, Sylvie lifted her lips in a well-practiced smile. âIâm thinking of everything I need to get done this week. I have a last-minute party for the Sweet Adelines I snagged when their previous caterer poofed. An upsurge in business is a good thing, but when youâre a one-woman show, it can feel a bit overwhelming.â
âIf there is anything I can do to help...â Josieâs eyes were dark with concern.
âItâll be fine.â Or it would, Sylvie thought, once Andrew OâShea went back to Boston. Back to his world, back where he belonged.
* * *
After a restless night, Sylvie rose early and immediately pulled out her phone. She stared down at it. She didnât want to call Andrew. Sheâd moved on. Why dredge up the past? If she opened that door, she feared all the feelings sheâd worked so hard to submerge these past months would rush to the surface.
Still, she couldnât dis him. She couldnât be that cold. Not to someone she lovedâer, had once loved.
Even if fairness and compassion werenât issues, there was the matter of the ring. It didnât belong to her. When Andrew had proposed, she accepted the diamond as a symbol of the pledge theyâd made.
Today, they would make their peace. She would return the diamond and close the door on that piece of her past.
The truth was, sheâd felt like a coward running off in the middle of the night. Fleeing under cover of darkness was too reminiscent of what her father had done when she was four, and what her mother