and spices, after which it would be broiled instead of roasted and served in slices like a roast of beefâoften to guests who mistook it for tender beef, the slices being pink at the center.
The butcher, Mr. Schiller, shook his head about the fresh ham. âIâll take it back if you want me to, Mrs. Cromwell, but I donât know what Iâll do with it. I had to send to the packer for it, special, and I donât know if theyâll take it back. I donât get many orders for fresh ham. You know the way people are about it.â
âThen Iâll keep it,â Dolly agreed. âThe kids are home, so weâll eventually eat our way through it. But you will find me four small legs of lamb.â
âAbsolutely. Iâll have them out at your place in an hour and a halfâtops.â
Dolly felt foolish, lugging the ham back into the kitchen. She should not have tried to return it. It was ridiculous, as if she could not afford both cuts of meat at the same time. She had done it out of sheer pique; and Ellenâs gentle inquiry as to whether the ham would be served after all, elicited an irritated response.
âNo! The lamb will be here in an hour. Put it to marinate as soon as it comes.â And then, ashamed of the sharpness of her response, she hugged Ellen and said, âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry. I guess this is my bitch morning.â
âNo, no, not at all. You always get a little up tight when your folks come.â
âIt is not my folks,â Dolly said, breathing deeply, âitâs the whole weird business of this dinner party tonight, and then on top of it this silly charade of changing the meat. Did I tell you whoâs coming?â
Ellen shook her head. Dolly treated her sometimes like a sister and sometimes like a servant; it made her subject to intimacies she did not seek and frequently did not welcome, yet there was the pleasure of being leaned on and depended on. Ellen was a giving woman; giving enriched her; and in her own way, she loved Dolly as much as a black woman could love a white woman who was her employer. But always there was that nugget of ice that forms in the craw of an intelligent poor person listening to the âsufferingsâ of the rich.
âWell, if itâs not distinguished, itâs important. Weâre having Webster Heller, Mr. Secretary of State, and that idiot wife of his, Frances, and weâre having Bill Justin, Hellerâs assistant, and add to that Pop and Mom, whom the White House hit squad desires to see, and which is no reason for them to enter the enemy camp, unless Richard has decided that heâs no longer their enemy. And Bill Justin is bringing wife Winifred, who is a malignant brilliant cat in human formâthey say she runs the manâand of course Pop will insist that both kids be at the dinner table, and you know my father.â
âI certainly do,â Ellen replied. âBut you mentioned yesterday that there would be ten at the table. Thatâs no problem.â
âOr eleven?â
âOh? But that ainât a problem either. Thatâs a big table. When Mac puts in the three boards, it sits sixteen comfortably.â
âWhen theyâre people,â Dolly agreed. âBut Iâm not sure at this point that politicians are people, and this number eleven is a friend of Leonardâs from Harvard, a brilliant young man, they tell me, and his name is Clarence Jones and he just happens to be black.â
âOh.â
âYes, you can say that again.â
âDoes the senator know?â
âI donât think so. They came in at about ten, exhausted. You had gone to bed and Richard was not home yet. We put him in the middle guest room. Any sound from there?â
âNot yet.â
âTheyâre probably sleeping late. Hope so. Whereâs my husband?â
âBreakfast on the terrace.â
âThere I am bound. Just toast, cottage