Stafford asked.
âThereâs another way they can neutralize my parents,â I said. I knew what it was. That anger Iâd been building inside had steered me toward a solution, and now it faded to sadness.
Stafford looked curious. âWhat do you mean?â
âMe,â I said. âYou can use me.â
Stafford leaned back, then cleared all the documents off the table with a wave of his hand. âIâm listening.â
âIf I do this, I want to see them. I want to see them today,â I said. Because in order to save my family, I would have to first destroy it.
âI can arrange something,â Stafford said.
I took a deep breath and paused. Could I do what I was planning?
Yes. To save their lives. I could do this.
I had to. Angry as I might be, what sort of son would I be if I watched them die and didnât try to stop it?
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The electrified fence between us prevented any touching. My dad stood in the middle of his cell, avoiding the walls like I had. But heâd spent all day in the sun, and the bags under his eyes from lack of sleep, food, and drink made him look older and frail. His salt-and-pepper hair hung every which way.
He licked bloodied, sun-cracked lips, and hung his head when he saw me enter.
My mother, in the other cell, had managed to fold her legs into a tight cradle so she could sit down, but she also looked frazzled and exhausted. Her normally even brown skin was splotchy with dirt and streaked with blood from a cut on her scalp. Dried blood also stained her shoulders.
âOh God. Dev!â She tried to stand, but shrank back into her position when the cell sparked. Mine had just been hot, theirs was designed for maximum misery. âYouâre alive.â
âMom.â I put a finger carefully between the spaces in the metal grid so we could touch fingertips gently. âIâm okay.â
âIâm so sorry, Dev. We canât even get to talk to Stephan. Iâm so sorry. Itâs very bad. All those Accordance soldiers in armor, they didnât care. They shot people. Right in the street. Live, on camera.â
She was shaking. In shock. It must be a war zone on 110th Street, I realized. Other prisoners in the cages looked worse than my parents. Blood-splattered clothes, distant stares. Gunshot wounds, jagged wounds. Ignored, without medics, some of the protestors trapped out here would die.
âMom, you know I love you,â I said tentatively.
âOf course. They said there was a chance you might . . . not be in the same position we are.â Her brown eyes teared up. She whispered now, not wanting my father to listen in. âYou have to take that. And donât feel guilty about it. Anything weâve done, itâs only hurt you. And Iâm sorry about that. What weâve done, itâs us. Okay? Itâs us. You run, like I told you. You run from all this.â
I closed my eyes. âI know.â My voice cracked.
âDevlin?â My dad had cocked his head to stare at me. He used his teacher voice, strong and commanding attention even in his state. âWhatâs going on?â
âI can save you.â I took a deep breath filled with the smell of blood, unwashed bodies, and sewage. âBut Iâm going to have to say . . . some things. Iâm going to have to do things.â I closed my eyes, focusing on the unsteady pressure of my momâs fingertip against mine. A single line of contact. All I would have.
Sometimes I thought about why family members always fought so hard with each other; maybe it was because they were the only ones who could get fully into each otherâs heads. Dad saw through me instantly. âDonât do what youâre thinking,â he said. âThatâs everything weâve been fighting against. Weâre trying to stop you from having to fight their wars for them. You know none of the recruits
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