look.
âYep,â Hazel continued. âShe died on the trail with Bruce. There was talk he was in love with her. There was even rumor of a wedding. But Katherine had no horse sense, literally. She felt horses were no better than men, ready to serve her beck and call. When the bobcat attacked, she didnât realize the catwas protecting her litter. Katherine ignored all her mountâs warnings, and, in my opinion, thatâs why she was bucked and fell to her death off that cliff.â
The news punched Lyndie in the gut. Empathy, something she swore sheâd feel for no man after Mitch, came swelling up inside her. âI had no idea,â she said softly. âGosh, how awful for him.â
âYep. And him the kind of man who likes to have everything in control,â Hazel said solemnly.
âMaybe you ought to leave him alone, Hazel. After all, Iâm sure he feels guiltyââ
âGuilty? Why should he feel guilty? It wasnât his fault. The horse neighed and shied. And then shied and shied again. She shouldnât have forced the poor animal. But that Katherine, she was the kind of gal who never took ânoâ for an answer, and she spurred that poor frightened animal to its death. Along with hers.â
âHow horrible.â A sympathetic moan emanated from Lyndieâs lips. âNo wonder heâs so cold.â
âHe was never cold before. But now he punishes himself every day.â
âTerrible.â
Hazel took a deep breath as she sped the Caddy along the dusty gravel roads toward her ranch. Every now and again, the matron gave Lyndie a probing glance. âItâs not your concern whether Bruce Everett heals or not. Itâs just that the man works so hard. Itâs as if heâs running from somethingâand Ijust want to see him stop and turn around, is all. Success is useless if you canât have some fun now and then.â
Lyndie grew pensive, thinking of her own situation. Her divorce had been public and humiliating, but even worse was the inexpressible shock of betrayal, the sudden discovery that her âcharming and lovingâ husband had been not only embezzling money from her for years, but using the funds to support his mistress.
Swindling his wife, betraying his wedding vows and her trustâit had meant no more to Mitch than killing a fly.
Suddenly, wanting to confide in Hazel, she said, âYou know, Hazel, I didnât always work like a slave. I used to have fun, butâ¦well, the fun in me just ran out, I guess. I kind of understand where Bruce Everettâs coming from. Lately, workâs been my only antidote, you know? Sometimes I think that after going through a divorce, âhellâ is a redundant concept.â
Hazel gave her another study, then soothed, âYou just have to let it go, hon, you hear me? Whatâs done is done, and it canât be changed now. Remember, people come out west to start all over. From now on you have to be forward-oriented. And a few weeks at the Mystery Dude Ranch is just what you need.â
Despite the breathtaking summer panorama, Lyndie still felt a chill settle on her as she remembered a much different, much uglier picture from last fall in New Orleans. She had returned home unexpectedly early from a business trip to Manhattan. Nothing in her life could have prepared her for the shock of opening the front door and seeing the man she loved, naked and in the throes of orgasmic bliss with a woman she had never even suspected existed.
She had tried so hard, in the difficult, intervening months, to erase that picture, to somehow focus on the good in her life and expunge the bad. But her own motherâs divorce had left permanent scars. Somehow work seemed the only way to heal. At least she wouldnât be impoverished as her mother had been when Dad had kissed them all off for a younger woman. Her mother had been abandoned, with no skills, and no job, and a