is not as old as that. Sheâs maybe forty; certainly old enough to know how to dress for travel: a white tee and black pants with a simple cashmere cardigan thrown over the shoulders would be better. And if she canât afford pricey cashmere, well, then, a nice woolâyou can get them anywhere now, even really cheap at the market in your local town. And her hair! Christ, the hair! Wild and red enough to be fake, though I guess itâs not, and shiny enough to have been just washed and slathered with too much conditioner.
Ah, now she throws a glance at me, covertly inspecting me too. And what does she see? A blonde with her hair pulled back so tight it makes angles out of the cheekbones and also shows that the forehead is too highâcanât help that, my dear, itâs the genes; Dad had that forehead. I got Momâs legs though, long and with skinny thighs that look good in a tight skirt, such as I am wearing now; white Lycra, thoroughly unsuitable for a train journey, or any journey for that matter, but it was what came to hand this morning when I made my escape. From him. I wonder where he is, what happened when he saw I had finally bolted, made good on my threats. âFuck her,â he probably said. The bastard .
I stare at the woman, wondering what she is thinking about me. Can she read my thoughts? Read me ?
Mirabella
What I am thinking about her is that she should not pull her hair back like that; she has a lovely face but it loses its sweetness when the skin is so taut over cheekbones I would give a million to possess. And by the way, I have a million and more, so thatâs no idle threat.
She looks like a runaway to me, clothes thrown together in a mad, anger-inflamed rush, fling all the rest into a bag, sweep out the underwear drawer, the sweater shelves, the jeans, which in fact I am surprised she is not wearing; sheâs definitely a jeans kinda girl. Good hair stylist, color perfect, just that proper shade of cornsilk with a paler strand or so around the face. Couldnât have been done better. No makeup. In too much of a hurry, as I thought before. Doesnât need it, lucky bitch; I canât set foot outside without my eyebrows carefully patted on with a brown dust then smoothed over with a wax pencil. See me without them and youâll think youâre looking at a rabbit, or a mole perhaps. But my eyes are a nice blue, not deep, not pale, just, well, blue.
Now that Aunt Jolly has passed Iâm the rich-bitch owner of a villa, and expected to behave like the discreet society woman Iâm not, though Iâll never wear a hat to those dull luncheons where the aim is purportedly to raise funds for starving children in whatever country is fashionable at the moment, but whose real purpose is to show off the latest outfit from the newest hot designer, and if every woman doesnât throw away those fuckinâ red-soled shoes I swear to God I will kill them all. Same with that dreary handbag, yâknow the one I mean. Copies gone rampant. I think they pick âem up over the border in Italy for next to nothing.
And then of course, there are my gloves. Crochet, handmade by a local village woman who does beautiful work. I always wear them. Itâs not a habit, or for fashion; itâs a necessity.
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Verity
My name is Verity Real, though Iâm changing that ASAP to Unreal. No, just joking.
Iâm sneaking a look at Miss Frump again. This âchickââI only call her that in jest, she is so far from being âa chickâ itâs laughableâis sitting there, her crochet-gloved hands folded neatly in her lap, with, I notice, an enormous sapphire ring worn on the middle finger of the right hand. Now that bit of ostentation is a surprise. I should not have thought she could afford such a thing, but of course, like the handbags, fakes come âgoodâ as well as cheap these days. Her eyes are closed, sheâs not even looking