doing this.â
Martha gestured to the patrons dramatically with a sweep of her right arm. The hostess rolled her eyes. Something told me sheâd heard this punch line so many times, she was just waiting for the joke to be over. âI have to warn them. I have to tell them.â
The hostess spoke up again, her already-pinched face pinching even more in irritation. âCara, Iâve had aboutenough of this. Youâve got to get her home and keep her there. Every Sunday, for crying out loud.â
âI know, Mary. Iâm sorry.â The girlâCara, I instantly memorizedâturned back to her mom then, and my sympathy for her grew. It had to be hard to be the parent to your parent. It had to be hard to be the girl with the crazy mom. Especially when everyone in town seemed to know that was your lot in life. At least Dad had spared me that embarrassment.
Cara sighed, and then something sparked in her eyes. âCome on, Mom. What are you always saying we should do on the Sabbath? Stay home with our family, right?â
Her mom nodded eagerly. At last, someone was starting to listen to her. âHome and hearth. Family and home.â
Cara tugged her sleeve and nodded at the door. âWell, come on, then. Weâre family. Itâs the Sabbath. Letâs go home.â
At first, Martha didnât move an inch. But then, with a distrusting gleam in her eyes and a furrowed brow, she edged toward the door, letting her daughter lead the way. As they exited, Cara glanced over her left shoulder, like sheâd heard a sound or was checking to see if anyone else had anything to say about her crazy mother. When she did, our eyes met. I nodded a hello, and hoped she noticed, but I couldnât be certain. In seconds, she was gone. Off to take her mother home, on the Sabbath, like any good girl would.
chapter 2
After a full day of residing in Spencer, and a full three hours of lying awake in bed, I was beginning to worry that I might never sleep again. I was sure I wasnât the only restless person in our new house. I could hear my dad pacing down the hall, the sound only briefly accented by the ruffling of a newspaper. He was looking through the classifieds, if I had to put money on it.
Maybe my restlessness had something to do with the fact that my bedroom was stuffed so full of boxes that it felt more like some kidâs cardboard fort than a place to sleep. Or maybe it was because every time I closed my eyes, I sawCaraâs nails scraping lightly against her thighâshortly accompanied by Marthaâs words: âYOUâRE GONNA BURN!â
Whatever the reason, I was getting pretty sick of this bout of insomnia, and as far as I could tell, it had only just begun. Lucky me.
I wasnât sure why I kept thinking about Cara, anyway. She probably had a boyfriend. Girls like her always did. She was smokinâ hot and a little bit badass. Her boyfriend was probably a biker or a thug or the leader of some gang. I wasnât anything so cool. My friends in Denver had all been nerds of one kind or another, but I couldnât really be defined by them. I wasnât a gamer, because I didnât own every system on the planet and beat every game the day it was released. I wasnât a book nerd, because I didnât enjoy the classics and had never met an author in person before. I wasnât a history geek, because the parts of history I enjoyed were the kinds of stories that qualified as useless trivia. I wasnât really anything at all.
And if I wasnât anything, how was I supposed to attract the attention of a girl who was probably looking for everything in a guy?
It didnât matter. Thatâs what I told myself as I tossed and turned and tried not to think about the mysterious girl that occupied my thoughts. It didnât matter what she wanted or didnât want. I didnât even know her. For all I knew, she couldbe a real psycho. After all, didnât